The twin's Father

I woke up with the pain but I feel happy cause the pain is evidence that we really did it I picked the tee beside my bed it's the one I'm wearing yesterday before we did 'that ' it is oversized cause I got it from his size *chuckles* just reminiscing about what happen yesterday night makes me blushed kyaaaaaahhh I just gave up my virginity to the man I love I feel delighted OMG! I might be crazy he is my 4 years boyfriend since freshman I just graduated two days ago so yeah maybe it's a sign that he wants to settle down with me? maybe? kyaaaaahhh *tweet tweet text message* My daydreaming got distracted by my phone buzz I unknowingly feel strange when I saw a sticky notes sticked at my phone Maybe a sweet message from him? I reassured myself, he love me didn't he? I smile but deep inside I feel strange like I don't want to pick it up but I just did! I picked it up! and I regret it... he love me doesn't he? the tears start falling down from my eyes as I silently read the note --Haifaira, The night we shared doesn't worth my 4 years of waiting. You are absolutely boring for everything, even your moan sound ridiculous. Don't find me I won't see you. Let's break up. Grey-- with that I start crying I feel disgusted I unconsciously run to may bathroom and cry under the rain of my shower while scrubbing my body out of disgusted. disgusting! I-I just gave it all!! *cries* I just gave it all I'm so stupid! I am stupid! "Ada?" I cover my mouth and trying to stop the unstoppable sobs so he wont hear me crying "g*d***it that j**k! Ada!" he shouted and aggressively knock on my bathroom door "What's witg this f***in letter!?" he shouted with that I can't stop my self and start wailing I am stupid "aaahhh!" I got startled when my door broke by my twin's kicked he then look at me and I just saw how emotions passed with his eyes from shocked maybe because I look stupid sitting on the tiles under my shower, Then turn to pity maybe because I look retarded with my puffy eyes cause by crying the anger maybe because he knew what situation I am in he rushedly grab the towel next to him then turn off the shower before covering me and then carry me he just let me sat on my bed still crying, "hello nana? yes, I am at Ada's place please come here... yes she is... I'll explain later just please hurry" he then hunged up I didn't utter anything cause I don't have the guts he just silently hugged me that made me cry more I am stupid. Stupid to fall inlove Stupid to willingly gave it all. By the way Hi, I am Haifaira Ada Muiller and I will surely make that j**k Ashton Grey Pekinston pay the price!