Nakatulala ako habang nanonood ng tv. Russ was beside me just staring.
"Siguro may sinabi nanaman siya sayo." He uttered. I didn't say any word, I look so worn-out, I look like someone who had not sleep for a week. It was still echoing inside my head, iyong nangyari kanina. I did not care up until he told me he chose her. What am I expecting? May part sa akin na nawalan na ng pag-asa, pero nang sabihin niya pa iyon saakin mas lalo akong nagkapira-piraso.
"He said, he chose her.." I whispered. I'm feeling heavy, "sabi niya sinunod niya yung sinabi ko." I laughed softly, "it's not like I'm hoping. Ni-hindi ko na nga siya maramdaman, ni-hindi ko na nga siya iniisip ngayon," I said, "pero kanina. Para akong binugbog ng sarili ko." Tumingin ako kay Russ, "I'm dating you.. and yet," natawa na
