"Nanay Soledad, I want to tulong mag-cook. I'm so bored na po sa loob ng room. At tapos na me mag-study ng very hard." I kuha the sibuyas and hagis sa air.
I loved cooking when I was bata pa. But I gusto the most is baking. I loved gawa ng cakes, cookies and dessert ng very much. I'm malapit ng maging pastry chef! Kaya I'm super hindi na me makapag-wait! My parents gusto me kumuha ng Law, but I tanggi to them. I don't gusto the things na I'm not magiging masaya.
Maybe mom parusa me because I saway they're gusto.
Nakaka-go lang ako sa outside kapag may pasok lang sa school, pero kapag no pasok sa school I'm nakakakulong pa rin dito sa loob ng house. But I know how to takas, hmmmm!
From the last time na I takas nga my bodyguards they're huli me again.
But I pakiusap them na don't sumbong me kina mom at dad.
And I'm glad na they're nakinig to me because I'm iyak while I'm kausap them. Maybe they're naawa to me?
My smile is nabura when I alala si Mr. Old man. That old man always makes me paiyak! I want to pasalamat pa naman to him, but I will bawi na. I will not pasalamat na to him!
His tama naman talaga kasi I'm not nag-iingat sa mga things na I'm doing. What I'm gonna gawa if ganito na me? Saka my bag kasi ay important to me. He don't tanong me muna why i habol the magnanakaw! He say muna nang marami na ouch words! Why is he always masungit to me? He tingin to himself is very magaling? He tingin to me always bad and pasaway? He's very mayabang in my eyes!
"I don't want to kita you anymore! You're pangit ang ugali, konting handsome, matanda, masungit at menopause man!" gigil ko pang talk sa sibuyas na hold ko.
Narinig ko pa ang laugh nina Nanay Soledad at Ate Mady.
"Pati naman sibuyas ay kinakausap mo na rin, alaga ko! Baka mamaya ay sumagot 'yan sa'yo, sige ka! Pero sino ang konting handsome muna?" biro niya pa to me.
"Ha…ha…happy birthday! The sibuyas is konting gwapo!" I tawa pa nang malakas to tago my hiya.
"Saka don't worry Ate Mady, me ang bahala sa onion!" And I kuha ang knife and balat the sibuyas.
"Nanay Soledad, are mom and dad, narito? They're not pasok to the office?" I tanong while I'm gayat the sibuyas. It's himala kasi kung why sila here today.
"Maaga ang flight nila kanina patungo sa Singapore. Dalawang araw sila doon. At Kabilin-bilinan na naman na huwag na huwag kang papaalisin ng bahay!" Napapailing pang saad ni Nanay and tingin to me pa.
Anything about sa kanila I don't alam. Mom, will kausap lang me when I gawa ng hindi maganda. Seems wala silang care for me.
"Nanay Soledad, I will not labas ng house. I will sleep lang."
"Mabuti naman kung ganun. Ako ang natatakot para sa'yo na bata ka!"
After we're tapos sa luto ng foods I akyat muna sa room ko to ligo muna. I dampot first me my phone first to tingin If someone alala pa me.
I basa first Sam chat to me. My eyes is namilog pa because she paalala to me the kaarawan of Iverson. I kalimot na naman.
We always celebrate the kaarawan of Iverson because if not he will tampo with us and he will not kausap us for one na buwan.
Iverson daw make pili pili to celebrate his kaarawan sa isang bar, so i don't pagpipilian kundi takas again. It's okay na mom and dad are not here. So easy to takas ngayon!
I paalam kay Nanay Soledad na I will sleep early because I'm not feeling okay. I make arte arte sa front of them na I'm sick.
When 8pm is dating na I kuha my damit na I will suot for tonight.
I pili the purple spaghetti strap bodycon mini dress. I put on konting makeup and I kuha my off while ankle strap heels. I don't suot agad I will bitbit lang siya. It's mahirap to takas if you suot heels. I need to akyat pa sa bubong ng house namin. I turn off muna my phone so they can't rinig the sound.
"Hello, Sam! I'm here na inside ng bar. Where na ba kayo?" I tawag na Sam kasi I can't see them.
"Bakla ka! Hindi mo ba nabasa ang chat ko?! Sabi ko sa ibang bar tayo not dyan! Hindi mo ba alam na under surveillance pala ang bar na 'yan dahil sa bentahan ng party drugs! Lumabas ka dyan at susunduin ka namin ni Iverson. Hurry up!"
I feel takot na naman because of sa sinabi niya that's why I lakad nang faster to labas agad. What if the seller of drugs will kita me and alok? Then if I say no he will pilit me? And make masama for me?
I hawak nang mahigpit my bag and tuloy-tuloy na nag-walk. I bangga pa two ugly na lalaki on way daan.
They tingin pa my whole body and make basa basa pa their lips like ewwwww!
"Ms. Beautiful, wag ka munang umalis, dito muna tayo."
"Sayaw muna tayo." Then corner pa nila me. I amoy pa the alak sa mouth nila.
"No! I'm uwi na! Make tabi tabi nga sa daan ko-ewwww! I will sigaw here if hindi kayo aalis sa way ko!"
"Kahit sumigaw ka pa dito ay wala silang pakialam. Ang sungit mo naman, para makikipagkaibigan lang kami sa'yo."
"I don't like you to be my kaibigan. You look like parang zombie because of your red eyes!" They're tawa pa nang loud because of sinabi.
I tried to takas to them and tulak them palayo. The mukhang zombie wants me to dance with him. But I don't like talaga. I want to punta na outside.
They hawak my hands both and try to hila me to the dance floor.
When I heard someone na tawag me na 'babe' and make hila pa me sa bewang.
When I look sa face niya nang slowly, I shock talaga because Mr. Old man saved me again from bad people. He always na lang dumadating kapag may bad na nangyayari sa akin.
Why does he tawag me na 'babe'? He have gusto ba sa akin? No! I don't gusto him!
I want to protesta pa sana but he hapit pa me lalo sa bewang. So I just look lang sa mga eyes niya. His mga mata pala is maganda.
Why my puso is t***k ng very fast when he tingin mo like this? Oh no!