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Jessa
"I want you to squeeze it."
"Like this?"
"Yeah, like that." I heard his running breath. He is coming after it but however, he's trying to resist it. He still doesn't want to own me. He wants to watch me doing a show on top of this king-size bed.
"Do it as you f**k yourself using your finger." the authority in his voice makes me automatically do what he says.
I rub my boobs and at the same time, f*****g myself using my finger.
"You're doing it wrong."
"Hmm?"
"Use your middle finger not the forefinger. And put it deeper."
As he says, I do it with my middle finger.
Ugh! This feels good, especially while I'm strongly rubbing my two breasts.
"Want me to take you tonight?" he asks, seductively. His husky voice makes me want to f**k myself more and imagine his body f*****g me hard, so damn hard.
"Yes please, " I moaned.
"I'll bang you hard every time I go on top of you, Jessa,"
"Yes, Master Black, take me tonight."
"Will rub your f*****g breasts forcefully. I'm going to penetrate you roughly. Tell me you like it, Jessa, f*****g tell me."
"f**k me, Master Black. f**k me hard."
"I'll thrust harder and faster and deeper." his warm voice makes this conversation so hot. I literally can imagine those scenarios that he was talking about, it makes me f**k myself so strong. "You want it hard?"
"Yes, please, master black,"
My breaths are running too fast as well as my finger thrusting in my v****a. It gets deeper and faster. I can't stop. It feels good. Ugh! I don't care if my hymen gets completely ruptured as long as it feels this good.
"I will f**k you hard, Jessa. Moan loudly for harder f**k. Moan, Jessa. Moan for it."
I can't help but moan so loud. I feel good. This is really something new for me, he makes me feel good. This is actually my first time fingering myself and I can say that it feels so good! My body shivers as I felt something in my finger, it gets moist.
"You are wet," he says, with an evil smirk on his lips. He looks amused and proud. "That was a nice f*****g show, Jessa, you make me so damn hard."
My eyes land on his manhood and he's right. I can see the rigidity of his c**k.
I don't have the strength to speak and to move that's why I slowly lay down on the bed.
"Our s*x is re-scheduled because I don't take a virgin. So It's good that you are not a virgin anymore. You did it great so I'll let you rest now. Clean yourself with plain water. Nurses will be here in a few minutes to guide you. Don't worry, pain and bleeding are normal." that was the last words he says after leaving me in this room.
Until now malinaw pa rin sa ala-ala ko ang nangyari noong isang araw. Iyon ang unang beses kong fingerin ang sarili ko, panay rub lang kasi ang ginagawa ko noon, pero dahil sa inutos ni Black at hindi ko siya puwedeng tanggihan, nagawa ko iyon at masasabi kong masarap nga, lalo pa siya ang kasama ko habang ginagawa ko iyon.
Sabi ng nurse normal lang ang pagdurugo ko, mahihinto lamang iyon in a day or two and she was right. I used sanitary napkin just because of it. Sa ngayon normal na ulit ang nararamdaman ko, no pain, and no bleeding.
One thing I am worried about is that my v****a always gets wet every time I feel aroused. But this question of mine got an answer to the nurse who came here. Normal lang daw yun kapag na-a-arouse. Normal lang na mag wet ang v****a kaya walang dapat na ikabahala.
I don't know but I'm starting to think about Black every minute and every second. I want to feel him. I want to do it again with him. Pero hindi pa siya bumabalik hanggang ngayon. And he took all of my things including my phone. So wala talaga akong magagamit para kumontak sa iba pang mga tao. I'm completely alone in this room.
Since kaya ko nang tumayo at wala na akong nararamdamang sakit. I tried to do my morning routine. Including exercise. Almost three days akong nakahilata sa kama baka malumpo ako kung tuluyan akong walang gawin. Mahirap na.
Pawis na pawis ako noong maupo sa kama. Lahat ng kailangan ko pala nandito talaga sa kwartong ito. Tv. Refrigerator. May bathroom din. At may isa pang room. Hindi ko pa napapasok o nabubuksan ang pintong iyon. Iyon ang playroom na tinutukoy ni Black i'm sure.
Napaisip ako kung bakit hindi ako puwedeng lumabas. So habang buhay ba talaga akong mananatili dito sa room. Do I have a chance to go out? or at least back out in this deal? Mukhang dehado ako. Hindi ko naman akalaing ikukulong niya ako dito. I thought pagsisilbihan ko lang siya o magiging secretary niya ako, kahit pa may s****l intercourse na kasama sa contract. We can do s*x naman outside. So I never imagined na magiging ganito ang set-up naming dalawa. This is really unfair. Sa totoo lang.
After cleaning myself, I decided to get out of this room. Yes, after 5 days of staying in this room, I decided to go out.
Pero noong buksan ko ang pintuan, hindi ko magawa. Ilang beses kong inikot ang doorknob pero hindi ko talaga mabuksan ang pinto para makalabas ako dito.
Napamura ako dahil sa inis. Is this locked? Sinigurado ni Black na hindi ako makalalabas sa kwartong ito. Kinuha niya rin ang lahat ng gamit ko kahit phone to make sure na wala akong macocontact. Nasa contract din ang mga iyon! Kaya ang labas ay sinusunod niya lang nasa kontrata pero hindi ko talaga inaasahan na ganito ang lahat ng mangyayari. I should've read the contract carefully.
Pagkalipas ng ilang minuto, lugmok akong bumalik sa kama. Suko na ako. Hindi ko na kayang buksan ang pinto. I'm trapped.
I brushed my hair using my fingers. This is irritating. Anong gagawin ko dito sa room na ito? Bakit kailangan niya pa akong ikulong without anything? Just myself.
and then I remember the last time he told me...
"Wait for me here before midnight. You can do games in the playroom if you get bored. Just, don't leave this room."
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