Samuel & Olivia

TRECE

Lalayo na



♔ Samuel

“What the hell! Get a room Mr. Aguila!” Sh*t! Hanggang dito ba naman naririnig ko ang boses niya… F*ck!, I stopped kissing the girl I’ve just met in the bar, ni hindi ko pa nga alam pangalan nito… Nanlaki ang mata ko ng mapagsino ang umistorbo sa amin… Olivia Robles in the flesh, Sh*t! Nagha hallucinate na ako, pero hindi siya talaga ang nasa harap ko. And what the heck is she wearing… a lace blouse with a very low v-neck line, a f*cking skinny jeans and ankle boots all in black… the Goddess Venus is in the club! The F*ck! She looks like she belong here…

“Olivia! What the f*ck are you doing here?” singhal ko sa kanya, Is she stalking me?

“None of your business, Mister” nilampasan niya lang kami saka dumiretso sa banyo… Sh*t! Why is she here? The f*cking blouse doesn’t just have a low v-neck in front but the back as well and that skinny jeans fits her b*tt perfectly. God! She is sinfully sexy… P*tang alindog yan, binuhay na naman ang kaibigan ko.

“Looks like you’re not interested with me anymore” sabi sa akin ng kasama ko, malamang nakita niya ang tingin ko sa babaeng yun. Tang na! Distorbo nawalan pa tuloy ako ng take out ngayon, - G*go as if naman tumatayo yang kaibigan mo sa iba sumbat sa akin ng utak ko! - Shut it! Yeah I’ve been having problems with my friend or maybe it’s just my mind is playing tricks on me… lilipas din to.

Nilayasan nga ako ng kasama ko… inantay ko naman ang babaeng nag banyo.

“Are you stalking me?” madiin kung sabi… Why can’t she just leave me alone? -Hey! You’re assuming too much, she’s not here for you man Aiiissstt!!!

“No, Mr. Aguila… I’m here with some friends” nakatungo lang siya… lalampasan niya na dapat ako

“You shouldn’t be here” asik ko sa kanya

“Why? You own the place?” she said looking me in the eye

“As a matter of fact, Yes” I stared back, I could see lonely eyes, looks like she wanna cry… gone are the glowing eyes I love to stare at...

“Fine then, I’ll leave” she said and left… God! How can I be so heartless

“Livi!” I softly call her, but she did not look back… - Who would you’re a jerk? A f*cking moron

Followed her and looked from afar where she went… she’s with Zane and Belle, she’s really with her friends. She whispered something to them, took her sling bag and jacket… She’s really leaving - You told her she shouldn’t be here a**hole!

Inantay ko nalang siya sa labasan...

“Livi, can we talk?” I softly asked her… but she didn't even look at me, shoulders slouch… head down as if she doesn’t belong here. She just continued walking away as I followed - I hate myself for making her feel like this, she’s always confident and sure of herself and now she’s looking small and intimidated because of me and my big mouth.

“Pare, Please Let her be” nasa likod ko pala si Doc Zane, napahinto ako sa pagsunod sa kanya

“Sorry, I just want to talk her” balik ko kay Doc Zane

“What for? Haven’t you said enough? asik niya…

Sorry! We didn’t know you’re also part owner here… should I known we would not be here.” habol niyang paliwanag...

“No, I’m the one who should be apologising, really… Sorry, Please do stay” alam kung ako may mali, Tang na! Bakit kasi na uuna bunganga ko kesa sa utak ko. Tumango ako saka kami bumalik sa loob, sumama ako sa pwesto nila… to my surprise common friend namin ang partner ko. - At ako tong g*go pinalayas ko ang isang customer, Tang na!

Belle is looking at me with angry eyes… well kahit naman ako galit sa sarili ko. Nag excuse ako sa kanila, bumalik ako sa bar… doon ang pwesto ko kanina. Nilunod ko ang sarili ko sa alak… dahil kung hindi wala na naman akong tulog nito. Alak ang naging solusyon ko sa kawalan ng tulog. - Pagpikit ko palang nasa balintataw ko ang Venus incarnate na yan, pati s*x life ko naapektuhan na... Tang na!

Slept in my suite in this Hotel, as I can’t drive anymore… It has become a weekend routine for me. Drink myself to sleep.

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**The woman straddling me is moaning my name… “Romannnn!” God! It just added fuel to my burning desire for the Venus incarnate on my lap. Her kisses, her touches are igniting me like wildfire. We are still in the car… making out for the nth time, without reservation… maybe because she’s tipsy too, she’s letting me do some things to her we haven’t done yet. Like tasting her twin peaks… Sh*t! She’s a perfect fit to my palms and tastes the sweetest on my tongue… ambrosia!

“We better stop” bulong niya… Sh*t! I can’t, but I did. Carried her bridal style into the maliit na bahay… brought her into my room. She’s protesting but I’m not listening…

Closing the door with my foot, put her down… lean her against the door. Silence her with fiery kisses, burning touches and fondle her like I'm the master of her body and she caved in. Her moans and groans are music to my ears, her kisses become as fiery as mine… She’s bravely touching me in places her shy hands haven’t been, my washboard stomach down to the waistband of my jeans.

“You’re making me lose control, My Love” bulong ko sa kanya… But unlike what happened in the car she did not stop me, she slid her sinful hand down to my friend making me really lose every control or restraint I have. Logic left me… we ended up on top of my bed.

“Livi, My Love... I can’t stop now” she’s half n*ked already underneath me

“No one is stopping you, My Love” she’s caressing my stubble's… my shoulders… my chest, played with my aching n*pples with her thumb making me groan. Her hand move to the hem of my t-shirt pulling out of me. She’s smiling mischievously… nagaya na sa akin sa kalandian.

Her touches did not stop and I continued kissing her… give her open mouthed kisses on her neck… her shoulders… tickled her ears with my tongue. She’s moaning and giggling at the same time… My kisses went down to her twin peaks, look at her first… making sure she’s OK with what I’m doing, she just smiled and pouted. God! She’s ravishing and ravished her I did.

She’s really Venus incarnate… Lovely, Heavenly Gorgeous, Bewitching… on her n*ked glory under me and I am bewitched.

“It’s now or never, My Love… I am going to make you mine now” and make her mine I did… It feels home inside her, God! It is heaven! She’s so beautiful under me with her l*st filled eyes, writhing and twitching with so much desire and passion. I have to gather all my strengths not to go fast and hard on her, I’m her first and I know I’m not average. I saw how hurt she was when I took her but still gave me an assuring smile that she’s OK.

“I’m sorry about the pain My Love, I’ll make it up to you next time” told her before I moved…

Our release is a bliss… a perfect happiness… a great joy. God! She’s my ambrosia and I can’t get enough. Took her twice after the first time, we are like s*x starved madman… hungry for each other, can’t get enough of each other. I could have gone on forever but I know she’s sore all over.

Woke up sweating like Sh*t! My friend is rock hard and throbbing… F*ck! That woman will be the death of me. I dreamed of her… of how I took her. Sh*t! Sh*t! Sh*t! I’m doomed… really doomed. This is so frustrating, bakit ko pa kasi siya nakita… I was doing well the other days, why does she have to be here? I hate her! God I hate her!@#$ - “No! No! No! You don’t!!! You still cannot accept the fact that you like her… or maybe love her even” my crazy mind is taunting me - “No! I can’t love her” I shouted back to my crazy mind - “As if you have the say to that… If she’s the one made for you, you can’t do nothing about it and I think she is” crazy mind fired back

And I shiver at that thought…

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♕ Olivia

“I need to go away… far away, really far away” sabi ko kay Belle habang nag almusal kami… si Zane ayon tulog pa

“Oli” malungkot niya akong tiningnan…

“I thought I could just ignore him and everything that had happened… but seeing him last night, It f*cking hurts like hell.” halos maiyak na naman ako ng maalala ang naratnan ko sa hallway na yun… Hinawakan niya mga kamay ko na nasa ibabaw ng lamesa.

“What really happened last night?” malumanay niyang tanong

“Well, the almighty Mr. Aguila was exchanging saliva with some girl on the hallway to the loo… and me and my big mouth couldn't control it, so I told him to get a room. Maybe he was pissed off in return he kick me out of the bar” maikling paliwanag ko sa mga nangyari

“The nerve of that guy, he may be a part owner but he has no right to do that to you, Kapal ng mukha niya… Sarap Kaltukan” galit ng sagot ni Belle… Well kahit naman ako nasa kalagayan niya malamang na kaltukan ko na ang mayabang na yun.

“Never mind him, It’s partly my fault too… kung bakit hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili kung singhalan siya kagabi.” Sakit kasi sa dibdib na makitang nakikipag laplapan siya sa iba, Sh*t! naman kasi lampas isang buwan palang… naka move on na siya. Ang sakit sa puso! Nakaka baba ng tingin sa sarili… ganun ba talaga ako ka walang halaga sa kanya. Grabe!

“What do you mean, to need to go away?” pagbabalik ni Belle sa sinabi ko kanina… Kagabi kasi sa kakaiyak at isip ko sa mga nangyari, naisip kong baka ito na ang pagkakataon para sa MBA ko. Makakapag aral na ako, malalayo din ako sa mga alaala niya. Kailangan kung gawin yun masyadong marami ang mga memories sa Hacienda hindi ako maka move on totally.

“There are too many memories in the Hacienda, I need to get away from it. Maybe it’s time for that schooling again” sabi ko sa kanya

“Well, if it will do you good… mas mabuti siguro yun” pag sangayon niya sa akin

Yeah! I know it would help me a lot… intellectually it will help boost my capabilities and skills. More importantly it will help my mental health, thinking about how he looks down on me because I’m working in a Farm is really depressing me, making me lose all my confidence. I have always believed in myself that I am capable of anything but that man is really messing my mind, maybe going back to school and getting that MBA would change his arrogant selfish mind about how he looks at me.

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“Baby Girl, are you sure you want to do this?” tanong ni Papa sa akin… pagkabalik ko galing sa Metro nag paalam na agad ako sa kanila na mag aaral ako ulit. Ilang linggo rin ang ginugol ko para ayusin ang mga papeles at sa tulong na rin ni Papa mismo mabilis ko yun natapos.

“Papa, ikaw na rin naman nagsabi this will do me good” balik ko sa kanya… the next day, I’ll be in the Land of Merlion to take my MBA in “The Business School for the World”. I wanted to be near home kaya kahit nag suggests si Papa na sa Europe Campus ako, I choose the one in Asia. It’s the first month of the year… new beginnings, new environment and I’m hoping to gain new friends.

“Yeah, It will really do you good… It’s just you’ll be living alone in a foreign country, and I’m just worried. It’s also your first time to be far away from us.” concerned niyang sabi

“Pa! I’m a big girl already and I can take care of myself. Marami naman mga Filipino doon, hindi naman siguro ako ma homesick.” nangingiti kung paliwanag sa kanila. Si Mama kanina pa walang imik, I’m sure siya ang makaka miss sa akin ng sobra.

“Hayaan mo na Pa… matanda na yang anak natin, she really should learn to live independently” sabat ni Mama sa usapan namin

“Pero Ma, hindi mo ba ma mi miss si Baby Girl?” balik sa kanya ni Papa…

“Hindi! Laki laki na niyan” asik ni Mama, pero na iiyak ang boses

“Ma, Hindi masama kung aaminin ma mi miss mo ako” biro ko… lumapit na rin ako at yumakap sa kanya, bigla nalang siyang umiyak ng malakas… natawa tuloy si Papa.

“Hindi pala ha” asar niya kay Mama… saka yumakap na rin sa amin, Group Hug kami… Lalo pa siya na iyak,

“Hala ka!" sabi ko kay Papa, tawang tawa ito... saka ako kinalas sa yakap ni Mama para siya ang yumakap dito…

“Ma, dadalawin nalang natin si Baby Girl doon, Kaya huwag ka na umiyak” alo niya dito… maya maya tumahan naman na si Mama. Sabi niya ma mi miss niya ako sobra, ngayon lang talaga kasi ako malalayo. Dati naman kasi kahit nasa maliit na bahay ako nakatira noong college… kahit anong oras pwede niya ako puntahan. Ngayon kailangan pa ng eroplano kung gusto niya ako puntahan. Ganito na rin ang usapan namin nila Papi at Mamita, lahat sila ayaw na umalis ako pero lahat naman gustong gawin ko ang pag aaral ulit.

Well, I have to go… for my advancement in education, for my growth in character development and improvement in my social skills too. I have to build up myself… so I will have the self-assurance and courage to work in the corporate world. Hindi para sa lalaking yun kung hindi para kay Papa, para naman mapanatag ang loob niya sa paglipat sa akin ng kompanya. I will have to try to work outside too, to gain experience and the know how in the business world… para may lakas ako ng loob sa pamamahala. I know Papa will train me too, but I wanted to experience it outside his circle too.

I hope when I see you Mr. Aguila, I have all the tools to face you head on.