Hindi ko alam kung ilang oras na simula ng pumasok ako sa kwarto. After my outburst on his car wala ng nagsalita pa sa amin at hinatid na nya ako pauwi. My tears have been continuously flowing the moment I laid my back on my bed. Images of me and him together keep flashing on my head. Moments I can never experience again. After the numbness subsides, saka ko lang naramdaman yung sobrang lungkot. Ngayon ko lang narealized that he is forever gone. And he won't be coming back.
I was never afraid of dying but rather I am afraid of seeing death. Seeing someone important to me die. Ah! Ngayon pa lang miss na miss na kita Clay. Di ko man lang nasabi sayo na mahal na kita. I thought I've already learned my lesson. I should have told you how I feel. Regret really comes last as always. Why does it
