I am walking on this busy hospital corridor but I couldn't care less about their existence. I don't know what to feel anymore, disbelief, numbness, sadness or anger perhaps. I feel like my chest is being crushed by an enormous force and I am struggling for breath. These emotions are drowning my whole being. My world is again turned completely upside down, all the pain I felt when Ken died were resurfacing from this new loss. I don't know how to cope up, his death seem so unreal. I didn't know my feet already brought me here in the parking lot. Not until I heard a familiar voice from somewhere near. "Yes babe, I never thought it would be so easy to manipulate him" my blood started to boil, anytime soon this monster I kept within me is going to be unleashed. "Hmm, he's dead. Hahaha, I

