Days flew by like a wind. I stared at my window like usual as I listen to the birds chirping a mellow song that calms my flooded mind. Ilang araw na ang nakalipas mula nang maganap ang masakit na pangyayari and all I wanted to do now is be strong for mom. I realized na hindi pala pwedeng ako na lang lagi, na si Luke na lang lagi.
I need to make Mom feel at ease.
Hindi ko alam kung paanong nangyari but I just woke up one day wanting to be okay. Noong mga naunang araw, I tried my hardest to end everything. Naisip ko na wala namang patutunguhan ang buhay, na kung magpapatuloy ako ay wala na ring saysay but my mindset ended when I woke up the day with Mom on my side.
That day, I know I needed to stay alive and well. No matter how much I wanted to die, I cannot let Mom suffer the pain of lo
