Vicious Memoir

Chapter 8

"Saan ka ba galing ha?!" ang malakas na sigaw at nag-aalalang mukha ang sumalubong sa akin pagpasok ko sa aking unit.

"What's with your face? Para kang na-r**e!" Marco shouted.

Hindi ako na-r**e! I just had s*x with a total stranger!

I wanted to shout those words but I'm too tired, wasted and... Sore.

"Let me rest please. I'll explain later." mahinang ani ko at paika-ikang naglakad papunta sa aking silid.

I just can't think straight right now. I'm too tired.

But thing here is, I didn't regret giving myself to that stranger. Maybe, because I'm old and I also need some s*x? Besides my boyfriend- now my ex-boyfriend, just cheated on me, I don't have any reason to preserve it anymore.

Huminga ako ng malalim bago unti-unti pinikit ang mga mata. I'll rest for now.

"EGO naman paano kung may nakakita sa'yo ha? You're just making your name pag tapos dudumihan mo agad?"

I closed my eyes firmly while listening to my handler. He's right. I still have a problem tapos ay dinagdagan ko pa.

"Sorry for being careless." I sighed.

"Who's the guy?" My handler asked while glaring at me.

Oh. That caught me off guard.

"Huh?"

"Gaga. Sino daw yung lalaking naka 'ano' sa'yo? Kinuha lang yang virginity mo naging bingi ka na!" usal ni Marco.

"I- I don't know." bulong ko at napayuko.

That's true I really don't know!

"Sabi mo kanina nauna kang nagising sakanya?" naguguluhang saad ni Marco.

"Yes but I didn't glance at him! Nagbihis lang ako then I stormed out, baka magising!"

Yes. The moment I opened my eyes I immediately stand then looked for my clothes. Not glancing the guy who popped my cherry and as far as I remember mukhang nakatalikod pa ang lalaki no'n. I was scared.

"Edi paano pala kung chiki lang ang nakakuha ng puri mo! Yuck!" nandidiring saad ni Marco. I rolled my eyes.

I think he's not, he has a good husky voice so... I know, hindi ko dapat ibase sa boses ang itsura. But I can't help it! That man has a deep husky voice!

"Bahala na!" I shouted because of frustration.

"Gaga ka kasi! Bubuka ka na nga lang hindi mo pa kinilatis ang lalaki!" sisi ni Marco at pinaypayan ang sarili.

I pouted then looked at my manager. He just shooked his head.

"Magdasal kang walang ibang mangyayari pa sa career mo nang dahil siya sa kapabayaan mo, Ego!" sigaw niya sabay turo sa akin.

I just hope.

"Yes. I'm really sorry." I whispered.

"Omy chismis na naman itey! Sight!" napalingon kami kay Marco ng bigla itong sumigaw habang nakangangang nakatingin sa kanyang cellphone.

Kumunot ang noo ng aking handler at naniningkit ang mga matang tinignan ang cellphone ni Marco.

Gulat siyang napasinghap at tumingin sakin.

Dali-dali akong lumapit kay Marco at pinanood ang video. Nanlalaki ang mga matang pinanood ko 'to at tinignan ang pangalan at ang nag-post nito.

Gil.

You see this pips, Ego's boyfriend and Daisy is f*****g each other behind her back! My poor friend, hope you'll be fine!

Obviously, sa caption palang ni Gil halatang kumukuha na siya ng simpatya ng mga tao para sa akin. Gil is also a rising model like me. She's also famous, no wonder why the video spread like a wild fire!

Alam kong mananagot siya sa kanyang management dahil sa pag-upload ng video na iyon.

She's doing this on purpose!

People's sympathy. Another issue for Daisy. Revenge for my ex-boyfriend. And to make me more famous!

Unti-unti akong ngumiti sa aking mga naiisip. Finally! A big break!

"Wag ka munang magsaya d'yan, gaga ka! Paano mo sasabihin ito sa mga magulang ng Ex mo ha?" tanong ng aking handler habang mataray na nakataas ang kilay.

"Tumikim ng ibang kuweba ang boyfriend! Tapos!" halakhak ni Marco.

Inirapan naman ko naman siya at ni Lester.

"Infairness d'yan sa boyfriend mo, hindi nahintay ang kuwebang masikip at pinagpalit sa kuwebang gamit na gamit!" mapanuyang ani ni Marco sabay halakhak.

Napailing na lamang ako sa sinabi niya.

"You're not helping." nakasimangot na saad ko.

I have so many problems tapos naii-stress pa ako sakanya!

"Gil's manager will set an Interview about this, makikisabay tayo. Uunahan na natin yang ex mo at Daisy na yan, bago pa nila malinis ang kanilang pangalan." may pinalidad na usal ni Lester.

Tumango na lamang ako bilang pagsangayon dahil wala naman akong maggagawa kapag ganito na ang kanyang tono.

I guess, I really need to face this.