It's been awkward for me even after what happened earlier. Hindi parin ako nakakabawi. Nagsimula naman na kaming kumain at may kanya kanya ng usapan sila Tito at Tita. Kahit sila Lukas at Sienna may sarili naring mundo. I don't mind them though, isa pa nahihiya pa din ako sa parents ni Ellias. Kaya mabuti narin na natigil na ang pang aasar nila sa akin. I was just minding my own food dahil kanina parin naman ako nagugutom. Si Ellias inaasikaso ang kambal sa pagkain kahit na may yaya naman silang nakapalibot. The dinning is full of laugh and jokes and I could say that Ellias family is genuinely happy at this moment. But... For some reason I instantly missed my parents after seeing them being like this. I longging for my mom touch and my dad caring. Bigla akong napainom ng tubig.

