It's been a month.
Hindi ko alam kung nakabalik na ba si Ford sa Manila, at wala rin naman akong balak na alamin pa. I even deactivated all of my social media accounts because I know that I will find traces of him in every account that I have.
Yes, I am running away again from these problems, and this is the best thing that I need to do for myself to start healing. Call me coward, but this is the only thing that I know is right.
Rex has been patiently waiting for me in everything.
He never asks anything; I know that he wanted me to talk on my own. He's not pressuring me into telling him about what happened in Nueva Ecija. I don't have any plans on telling him also, so he's just waiting for nothing.
I don't talk about breaking our relationship anymore; napapagod na rin akong pakinggan
