MR. BLUE EYES

MBE1

"Hello, Sam?" napapaos kong sagot sa kaibigan na nasa kabilang linya. Ilang oras na ba akong nagbabasa ng libro? Hindi ko na matandaan. Babad na babad kasi ako sa binabasa ko na hindi ko na namalayan ang oras.

"Bestie! Club tayo? Punta tayo Elixir!" aya nito sa akin.

Agad na lumukot ang pagmumukha ko nang marinig ang salitang club. Agad ko ring naalala ang ipinangako ko sa kan'ya last summer. Paano ako ngayon lulusot?

"C-club?" alanganin kong sagot.

"Yes! And don't you dare say no," pagbabanta nito kaya napatikom na lamang ako ng bibig.

Wala akong nagawa kung hindi ang hintayin si Samantha. Pupunta raw kasi 'yon sa bahay at siya na mismo ang susundo sa akin para wala akong kawala sa babae. Napatingin naman ako sa mga librong nasa kama ko. Kailangan kong mag-advance reading pero mukhang masisira ang schedule ko this summer dahil kay Samantha.

My half siblings graduated on top of their class and being a Chua means always on top and successful in everything. Kaya halos itinuon ko lahat ang atensyon ko sa pag-aaral, gusto nilang sumunod ako sa yapak nila just like what my other siblings did. The pressure is on dahil narin sa bunso ako. NBSB din ako kahit na nasa huling taon na ako sa kolehiyo. Kaya masasabi kong mas tuyot pa sa El Niño ang love life ko.

Matagal na akong niyayaya ni Sam na mag-bar ayaw ko lang talagang sumama noon kasi nga my main priority is studying. Sam is a free-spirited kind of person kaya kahit ano na lang ang maisip na gawin.

On the other hand naman, kabaliktaran niya ako. Kahit may free time ako mas pinipili kong magkulong sa study room. And I need to maintain my rank because if ever I messed up ay paniguradong itatakwil ako ng pamilya ko. At dahil baka magtampo na si Sam sa kakatanggi ko ay sumama na ako. Good thing na wala si Dad at 'yong step mom ko. They have a medical mission somewhere in Mindanao. Next week pa ang uwi nila.

Pagpasok ko pa lang ay bungad na bungad na agad sa aking paningin ang nakakahilong lights at nakakangilong sounds ng bar. Kumakabog ang puso at pinagpapawisan na rin ako ng malagkit. Amoy sigarilyo at alak ang buong lugar at napakaraming taong nagsasayaw na tila wala na sa katinuan ang iba.

What do I expect? These things are natural in this kind of place. Hinila naman ako ni Sam papuntang gilid where I can see a group of people drinking on the couch. There are around ten people laughing and talking. They seemed young at parang kaedad lang namin. Nang makarating kami sa harap nila ay ipinakilala ako ni Sam sa mga close friend niya.

Hindi nagtagal ay nag-eenjoy na rin ako sa company nila. We started chatting about school life kinds of stuff. They're nice and mga mature na rin sila mag-isip. I felt bad about how quick I am to judge them that they're just a bunch of good-for-nothing people just for the reason na nasa bar sila. Nandito lang din pala sila to unwind from their stressful acads just like me.

Well, I cannot blame myself for judging them too quick. Partying is really not my thing.

Inabutan ako ni Sam ng alak. I'm on the verge of declining when she handed the shot glass in my hand. Sinabihan pa ako nito not to think too much and just enjoy the party.

I understand what Sam is trying to say. She just wants me to loosen up a bit and get out of my comfort zone once in a while. Come to think of it, lampas na ako sa legal age and graduating na this year, but natatakot pa rin akong uminom. I don't think I can handle my alcohol that much.

This will be my first time. For the curiosity and out of respect na rin para sa best friend ko. Inisang shot ko ang laman ng baso. Nalasahan ko pa ang pait at init ng alak sa lalamunan ko. So this is what it tastes like. 'Di naman masarap sa totoo lang. Paulit-ulit na nag-abot ng alak sa akin si Sam. 'Di ko napansin na naparami na rin pala ako ng inom. Hilong-hilo ako na napahawak pa ako sa sandalan ng upuan ko. Parang umiikot ang mundo ngayon. Narinig ko na lamang ang hiyawan ng kasamahan namin at kaniya-kaniyang pagtayo nila papuntang dancefloor.

Hahayaan ko nalang sana silang mag-enjoy sa gitna when Sam grabs my hand. She's now dancing in front of me like crazy, napapatawa nalang ako sa ginagawa niya. Pasayaw-sayaw lang ako nang kaunti, a couple of minutes passed I'm getting a hang of it. Dala ng tama nang alak we are now dancing wildly in front, we were partying hard. My body is now feeling hot and I'm all sweaty. The timid, Maria Abigail Chua is now dancing seductively. Parang 'di ko na na-ko-kontrol sarili ko. Sayaw roon, sayaw rito.The urge to do something crazy is building up in my system. Parang gusto kong magwala at humiyaw.

My vision is also kinda blurry na rin and I've noticed someone is dancing at my back. His hands are on my waist guiding it while I'm swaying my hips vigorously. I turned my head slowly and my jaw dropped. Kasabay ng pagbagsak ng panga ko ay ang pag-tagaktak ng pawis ko sa buong leeg ko.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit napatulala ako sa lalaking kaharap habang tinititigan ang nanunuksa nitong kulay asul na mga mata.

This man in front of me has this pair of deep tantalizing blue eyes, a pointed nose and thin lips na animo parang inukit ng perpekto ang pagmumukha nito. The first three buttons of his polo shirt were open and you can see his chest. His face is all sweaty that makes him sexier in my eyes. The masculinity of this man is out of this world, wala akong salitang mahagilap para makumpara ko ang kabuuan nito. He's just so perfect and handsome!

Kahit na 'di ko pa nahahawakan, in my head I know, those biceps of his looks so hard as rock. Ano kayang feeling makulong sa yakap ng lalaking ito? My eyes roamed to his lower body and pinned my sight to his stomach. I know for sure behind those thin fabric hides his perfectly sculpted eight-pack of abs. He is undeniably handsome. No question about that.

"Done checking baby?" tanong ng lalaki sa harapan ko.

The tone of his voice can make a woman weak on her knees. Napaka-husky at napaka-sexy pakinggan. 'Yong tipong bagong gising ang boses! It makes me feel hot all of a sudden, and just because of his voice for God Sake! I smell trouble.

"Oh! I was just admiring the work of God," balik na sagot ko sa kan'ya habang kabadong napangiti.

He chuckled and he looks hot doing that. Grabe ang gwapo naman niya. I'll admit, I am physically attracted to this man. Nagkatinginan kami at tila nag-uusap ang aming mga mata. His eyes are telling me he wants me and honestly I feel the same way too.

"You want to go somewhere private?" he asked. I was a little bit shocked from what I heard from him. Auto turn off ang gano'n sa akin. I know his kind. Ang speed niya makipag-usap pero ang ipinagtataka ko sa sarili ko ay hindi ako nakaramdam ng pagka-turn off sa sinabi nito.

Bagkos ay biglang nakaramdam ng libo-libong boltahe ang katawan ko. An imagination flashed in my mind and I saw the both of us kissing while this man is caressing my both mounds. It's just an imagination pero pakiramdam ko ay totoong-totoo!

I just nod my head and he started dragging me upstairs. We stopped in front of a door. I can see the VIP sign in it. Papasok pa lang kami sa pinto when he started kissing my neck. He seems excited na halos makalimutan na niyang isara ang pinto.

He's kissing my lips and neck back and forth. Leaving some traces of love mark. I couldn't say a single word, I just kept moaning. Im drowning in this kind of sensation, I've never felt before. My mind says, I need to stop but my body is not cooperating. Para itong may sariling mga buhay na kusang nagpapa-ubaya sa lalaki.

He's pressing his body against mine. While his lips are on my neck ang mga kamay naman niya ay naglalakbay sa ibat-ibang parte ng katawan ko. He unhooked my bra and started caressing my breast. The sensation now is much overwhelming na di ko na kaya pang pigilan ang mga halinghing na kumakawala sa bibig ko. He stops kissing my neck, he lowered his head and started biting my sensitive n****e. He licks, bites, and sucks it while his hands are traveling down to my butt as he keeps massaging it. What a damn multi-tasker! I can't control myself anymore, ang mas nakakaloka pa ay 'di man lang ako nakakaramdam ng takot at panghihinayang. I know very well kung saan papunta ito. And I'm okay with it.

He stopped for a while, as he stared at my face and said, "you look beautiful in red," I blushed. In my head, I'm praising Sam for forcing me to wear this dress.

Mahabang sapilitan pa ang nangyari sa aming dalawa masuot ko lang 'to. He lowered down my inner cycling and began touching my private part. He slowly entered his fingers inside my underwear, rubbing my c**t. Napasinghap nalang ako sa ginawa niya. I feel good. The amount of pleasure is immeasurable. He slid one finger inside. I flinched a little bit, I was surprised by the little pain I felt but I held back myself from complaining about it. Ayaw kong huminto sya sa ginagawa niya. I just let him keep thrusting his fingers in and out.

This is driving me insane at napapakapit nalang ako sa mga balikat niya. Kada pasok ng mga daliri niya ay para akong dinadala sa alapaap. When he positioned himself and starting to unbutton his pants, I said to myself this is it. When he gets rid of his lower garments. I blankly stared at his manhood. Bigla nalang akong napalunok ng laway at nanuyo bigla ang lalamunan ko.

It's my first time seeing it in person and those pictures on the internet don't do justice to the way it looks in real life. He is stroking his shaft up and down and I'm noticing it gets bigger and bigger while he's doing it.

It's big… magkasya kaya sa akin 'yan?" hindi ko maiwasang tanong sa kan'ya.

"You're funny, baby. But of course, magkakasya to, just relax okay? Let me handle this." I just kept nodding at him. Giving him full access to my body na tila ba ay nasa ilalim ako ng isang hipnotismo.

He keeps teasing my entrance and I'm getting too impatient about it. 'Di ko alam pero gusto ko na lang sanang ipasok na niya lahat-lahat sa akin. This body of mine is getting wilder, I want him now and I can't wait any longer.

Being NBSB my whole life for the age of twenty-two, ay hindi naman nakatakas sa isipan ko ang kuryosidad sa pagtatalik . I'm wondering what it feels like. Anong pakiramdam ng s*x?

When he successfully penetrate his way inside of me para akong basong nabasag ng pinong-pino. Napaungol ako sa sakit at halos isumpa ko na lang ang nangyayari sa ''min ngayon. I am not ready for this kind of pain. Para akong hinati. I can't help myself but to tear up a little bit.

"s**t! You're a virgin?" he cursed, while his dark gaze met my eyes.

"Uh, yes" sagot ko naman sa kan'ya.

I can see na parang nahihirapan siya. Animong nakikipag-debate sya sa isip niya kung itutuloy niya pa ba or hindi.

He grunts and said, "f**k my rules! I want you now." He started to move again but this time he did it slowly. The pain is fading away and all I can sense is the pleasure he brings.

Ang kanina lang maingat na mga kilos niya ay napapalitan ng mga agresibong paggalaw. We're both catching up on our breath. Hindi ko na alam kung ilang beses niya akong inangkin. Ilang beses nanginig ang katawan at kahit sa banyo ay ginawan namin ng kababalaghan.

At itong panghuli na nga ay nasa maliit na lamesa ako. Nakapatong ang katawan ko habang nakatalikod sa lalaki. He's taking me from behind kaya sagad-sagad ang pakiramdam ko ngayon. Dumidikit na ang kaselanan ko sa babasaging lamesa kung saan ako nakadapa ngayon habang nakaluhod. He keeps pumping my inside while I'm holding on to my dear life at the edge of a glass table. I can't take any pleasure anymore. I'm going to burst anytime. I'm c*****g…!

Kasabay nang marahas niyang pagbayo ay ang paglabas ng kung anong likidong galing sa katawan ko. Sabay bumagsak ang aming mga katawan sa kama dahil sa pagod at unti-unti akong hinihila ng antok. What I saw before I fell asleep is his pair of blue eyes staring at my face.

Marahas akong napabangon sa kinahihigaan ko habang tagaktak ng pawis ang buo kong katawan. I look at my alarm clock, it's already 4am at kailangan ko na ring bumangon at may pasok pa ako ngayon sa trabaho. Gabi-gabi na lang ako ginagambala ng mga alaala kong 'yon. Parang sirang plaka na paulit-ulit kong naririnig ang halinghing naming dalawa.

Napalingon ako sa may gilid ng kama ko, I saw my little angel Primo na natutulog nang mahimbing.Tinitigan ko nang mabuti ang pagmumukha ng anak ko at napabuntong-hininga.

"You looked exactly the same as your father, Primo. I'm sorry for all these years na hindi ko man lang maiharap sa iyo ang daddy mo. I don't know his name and everything about him is unknown to me. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako magsisimula na hanapin siya," bulong ko sa kan'ya.

Tuluyan na akong bumangon at kasabay ng paglalakad ko palabas ng kuwarto ay ang pagdaan ng mga mapait kong alaala sa nakalipas.