When She Touched Me (SPG-R18+)

Chapter 13: Kiss

RITA

Wala sa sarili akong pumasok kinabukasan. Gustuhin man niyang ihatid ako sa bahay namin ay hindi na ako pumayag. Nag-grab na lang ako pauwi para maka-iwas na rin.

Dalton is so guwapo but when he is silent and serious, he is more guwapo and masarap. And I can’t take that. I can’t be this hungry over him. He is no good for me.

Pagkatapos ng sinabi niya kagabi, pumunta na siya sa kuwarto, pinapasunod ako at wala ng kasunod na usapang naganap. Magkatabi pa nga kami, but his bed is big for the two of us kaya hindi kami nagkadikit man lang.

He just talked to me casually this early morning dahil kailangan ko na ring mag-ayos at may pasok pa kami. Hindi ko rin naman alam ang aking sasabihin o isasagot sa sinabi niya.

Kahit kailan talaga binibigla niya ako. He wants me only for himself! I can do anything I want to his body and he will be like my slave! Sinong hindi magugulat? Coming from a playboy who used to f**k girls… How can he say that?

For sure ako ang mahihirapan. Parang nahihiya ako bigla. Ano kayang iniisip niya sa akin? Iniisip niya kaya na dahil sa kalandian ko kaya nangyari iyon sa akin? Ganoon na ba ako ka-libog sa paningin niya para i-presenta ang kaniyang sarili?

Gosh! Hindi kinakaya ng mani ko ang dakotang si Dalton! Oo, daks siya! No one knows how much I almost lost my consciousness when I got to hold his big hard c**k! It’s my first time! Grabe ang epekto ng mabibigat niyang hininga sa akin lalo na ang kaniyang mumunting ungol! Kaya nga nadarang ako at ginustong isubo ang kaniyang etits. It’s my first time.

Everything I did with him, it’s a first. He is my first kiss. He is the first one to touch me. And he is the one whom I gave a hand job. And he doesn’t know that. That’s why I decided to stay away from him.

My phone vibrated when I am in the lobby of the company.

Si mommy.

“My…”

Kumakabog-kabog ang dibdib ko dahil baka pagalitan niya ako o may dumating na balita sa kanila tungkol sa nangyari kagabi.

“Where did you sleep last night, anak?” malambing niyang tanong sa akin.

Shít!

“Uh-My, sa bahay po.”

Pigil ang hininga ko habang naglalakad nang marahan.

“Good. I didn’t call you last night. Umalis kami ng Daddy mo. We are now here in Singapore. I’m sorry, it’s for business.”

Napahinga ako nang maluwag dahil doon.

“Okay lang po. Ingat po kayo riyan, My.

Magiingat po ako rito. Love you, My! Andito na po ako ngayon sa company.”

After my mom’s never ending reminders, binaba na niya ang tawag. Mabuti na lang!

My parents are busy with investing, attending parties and such and I don’t want to add to the burden. Ever since I was a kid, I am an achiever. They are so proud of me and I made that as my motivation to continue making them proud. Sinunod ko ang mga gusto nila and I always strive to not make any mistake.

But they never wanted me to have a boyfriend. I got frustrated for I have a crush before, on my first year in college but they always tell not to have one. I still strive to make them proud.

Kaya naman, because of frustration na rin siguro, I just focus on school and when I got home, I got addicted to watching movies. And there’s this one time that I’ve got to watch a very steamy movie that I never watch before. I only watch actions, drama and comedy but not to R18+ stories that has bed scenes. And that time, I experienced getting wet… I remembered how I panic that time because I felt so hot to the point that I touched myself. I loved the feeling and then I got addicted. I can satisfy myself by myself only and that led me to my fantasy of playing in front of a horny or aroused man. Never did I know, I got addicted. And I can’t stop.

And I made a rule to myself… if I can’t stop, atleast I can still save my virginity to my husband. I maybe like this but I still dream of having my own family someday. Malandi na nga ako, kahit papaano, may maipagmamalaki pa rin ako kahit na ako lang ang nakakaalam at hindi ko na kailangang ipangalandakan.

They might think I’m a slút, a bítch… a flirt… tama naman sila. But only those boys whom I played with know me better. We would talk and agree with my rule of no touching. Some would ask why and some do not. They would respect what I want. And they would become my friends after. They are my only real friends.

I was just shock with that one guy who told his friends that I played infront of him. At doon na kumalat ang pangalan ko. I got mad at first but I can’t do anything about it. Boys flocked, most girls hated me. I don’t care about them anymore as long as I can do what I want. I am not destroying someone's relationship for I only do it with single guys.

Nang makapasok sa opisina ay nagtuloy-tuloy na ang gawa ko.

“Rita, did you bring lunch?” tanong ni Mam Palma.

“No, Mam. I’ll eat at the canteen.”

She nodded and showed me her lunch box at dadalhin niya sa pantry. Magla-lunch na pala. I saved what I am doing and fixed my things. May prinovide silang cubicle for me which I am so grateful and touched. I want to be part of this company when I graduated. My family doesn’t have a company. My parents only do investing… investing… investing.

I just got my phone and my wallet. Nagpaalam na rin ako kay Mam. Kalalabas ko pa lang ng opisina nang makitang naghihintay sa upuan sa labas ang taong hindi ko inaasahan.

Hindi na naman magkaintindihan ang pagkabog-kabog ng puso ko. Pashnea! Napalunok agad ako ng laway.

“Time for lunch. Let’s go…” he said, seryoso pero ang mga mata ay nakatitig sa akin.

Bakit kaya gano’n? Kapag guwapo ang timititig sa’yo, feeling mo ang ganda-ganda mo. Pero kapag pangit naman, tataas kaagad ang kilay mo at halos bulyawan mo na ang taong iyon na huwag kang titigan. Goosebumps all over my body!

What’s up with him kaya and why is he here?

“Ah, okay.”

Oh shít! He laughed at my answer.

“I want to be with Rita, the playful one. Don’t be shy with me and please be yourself.”

At dahil sa sinabi niya ay napataas ako ng kilay. Aba, hinahamon niya ba ako?

“Alright. Come on,” buhay na buhay kong paganyaya sa kaniya at nauna ng maglakad patungo sa elevator.

Hindi pa nga nakisama ang elevator dahil kami lang dalawa sa loob! I can’t be with this guwapo guy alone! Ang mani ko, kinakabahan!

I am studying his back when he is busy pressing the floor number but I caught my breath when he suddenly faced me, placing one of his hand on the side of my head while the other one on his waist.

I tried myself not to show any shock or fright on my face. Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay at saka ngumisi.

“What now, Mighty Dalton?”

“We can kiss right? Just no touching?” he breathily said.

Shít!

“You didn’t answer me last night but I am not expecting an answer. You are now for myself only, Rita. The moment you called me, you are mine to play with. And when you said no touching on your private parts, no penetration, I get that. But I love kissing. And you will be the one to sate what I love.”

Hindi na niya ako hinintay pang sumagot at basta na lang sinunggaban ang aking labi.

My gosh! He is kissing me torridly. Wala akong ibang nagawa kung hindi ang humawak sa balikat niya, tumingkayad at sagutin ang mga halik niya sa paraang magpapasabik pa sa kaniya. My first kiss with him is like this, gutom at nauuhaw kaya alam na alam ko na kung paano.

Sinabunot ko ang kamay ko sa buhok niya at ako na ang naglabas ng dila ko para salubungin ang kaniya bago maglapat ang aming labi. I think this is Dalton’s favorite kiss. French kiss or torrid kiss. Well, expecting from him na mukhang palaban sa kama at palaging gutom. Kumibot na naman ang mani ko imagining how good he is on bed but I quickly discarded it in my thoughts for it will never happen.

Habol ang hininga nang magbitiw ang aming labi. Saktong bukas ng elevator ay maayos na ang itsura namin.

That was breathtaking at hindi ako maka-move on kahit sa pila. Nakapili na kami ng pagkain at bitbit namin ang tray patungo sa aming table.

“I want you at my unit after work. That is neither a favor nor a request,” Dalton said like what he said is so simple. And that stopped me from breathing.

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