David & Alexandra

DEIZ

Si Pinakamamahal

**Alex 

Flashback

Days turn to Weeks, Weeks turn to Months… mabilis na lumipas ang mga araw… 3, 4, 5 and more.. months na ako sa site. Mr. Gernale became not just a constant companion but a dear friend. We both know we are attracted to each other, crush ko nga siya di ba first day ko palang sa site.

Siya ang kasakasama ko sa mga weekends na nag OOT ako, pati sa pagsisimba. At ang sweet na tao, napaka gentleman, sino naman ang hindi magkakagusto sa kanya. He’s a demigod, fair skinned na medyo pa moreno na kasi nga babad sa initan sa site. Oval shaped face pero chiseled ang jawline… mowdel nga ang datingan. Kaya nga ang daming nag papapansin sa site, wala namang pakialam itong mama. 

Nung una hindi ko naman pinapansin ang mga pasaring niya… trabaho lang naman pinunta ko dito. Hindi ako naghahanap ng boylet, kahit na NBSB ako.

No time for love, A friend maybe. But He is one persistent Guy…

Hell, dinaan ako sa walang puknat na panliligaw… “A” for effort ang loko, kahit na masama ng tingin sa kanya ni Engr. Rowel hindi nagpatinag. He pursued me kahit na alam niyang, our feelings are mutual. He even had the guts to ask Mam Riza for her blessing courting me formally. 

“Alex, yung Mr. David Andreu Gernale nagpapaalam kung pwede daw ba manligaw sayo… ginawa pa akong Nanay mo” tatawa tawang sabi ni Mam Riza… it’s been what six months already since I knew him. Lakas ng loob to ask Mam Riza.

“Ha, patawa talaga yun… bahala siya sa buhay niya” sagot ko sa DM ko

“Eh, mukha namang may pag asa ah… akala ko nga boyfriend mo na” balik niyang kantyaw sa akin… sabay halakhak.

“Boyfriend agad agad… grabe papaligaw naman ako” sabay tawa ko din

“Ayun naman pala eh… pero Dear mag iingat ha. Kilalanin mabuti, huwag basta basta isusuko ang bataan” paalala niya sa akin

“Opo, Mother Dear at pag nagkataon namang maging kami… labag sa prinsipyo ko ang pagsuko sa bataan ng walang kasal.” seryoso kung sagot sa kanya

“Well, Very Good then… mukha namang mabait na bata. Huwag kang mag alala pag nag loko sumbong natin kay Engr. Nilo” sagot niya sa akin

- Wow, really wow… He has the guts to ask my Boss that. How can you not fall to his charms and ways.

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After a months of officially courting me…

“Ano na ba tayo Andreu?” out of the blue kung tanong after namin magsimba… Hindi ko na din kasi alam kung saan ako lulugar… nagseselos ako pero para namang wala akong karapatan...

“Bakit? Sinasagot mo na ba ako?” biro niyang tanong sa akin

“Ang Tanong? May tanong ka ba na dapat sagutin” asar ko sa kanya

He kept silent after that… I was so worried na mali ang assumptions ko na pareho kami ng nararamdaman. 

To my surprise, dinala niya ako sa dalampasigan… Hayy ang sweet ng mama… 

“Alexandra De Vera… You already know I Love You, Would you be officially my girlfriend please?” bulong niya… sabay yakap sa akin galing sa likod. Hindi ako maka palag higpit kaya ng hawak niya. Tsaka sarap kaya ng embrace niya…

- Landi mo Ateng… Sh*t !? this is all new to me sana hindi ako magkalat at sana hindi niya maisip na easy to get ako. Ang totoo hindi ko alam dapat reaction ko… instinct ko lang pinairal ko, hindi naman niya siguro ako mamanyakin di ba.

Hearing those words from him was so reassuring… tama naman pala ang assumptions ko. And when I said Yes to him it felt heaven to me. Parang may confirmation na may isang tao na mamahalin ako unconditionally. His embrace melted me. Kaya kahit ninakawan niya ako ng halik sa labi hindi nakuhang pigilan siya. And he was gentle with me alam niya kasing NBSB ako and this is all new to me. 

It was so funny when he shouted to the vast ocean… kaka kilig lang. 

Our official relationship went well. Hindi namin pareho napabayaan ang mga trabaho namin. We are each other's inspiration. Magaan din lang ang relationship namin walang pressure… we can talked whatever we want, we promise not to tell lies. 

Halos hindi na ako nakakauwi sa Metro… palapit na rin kasi ang turnover ng project. We are both so busy at pareho namin iniintindi ang mga trabaho namin. We may not talk on site but he never fails to send me home kahit na may OT pa sila… hahatid niya muna ako pauwi tsaka siya babalik ng site. Kahit na tumatanggi ako alam kung hindi ako mananalo sa kanya. 

We would always chat before going to bed… never miss a day.

Messenger 

Andreu : Hi Exi ! (yan ang endearment niya sa akin… para daw maiba) pinakamamahal…

You still awake, just got home.

- Late na naman natapos ang OT nila...

Ako (Alex) : I was waiting for you, kumain ka na po ba. Please don’t forget to eat before going to bed

Andreu : Tapos na po kanina pa sa site. Kamusta naman araw mo.

Ako (Alex) : It was great... busy pero kaya naman. Ikaw mukhang hindi lang busy ah… super busy

Andreu : Yeah, nakakapagod pero ganun talaga trabaho ko to eh. Hindi ko naman pwedeng iwan na lang mga tao hanggat hindi pa tapos ginagawa… moral support na rin. 

Ako (Alex) : Bait naman…  may kiss ka sa akin. (with LOL emoticon)

Andreu : Talaga… kukunin ko bukas pag sundo ko sayo. Kala mo ha…

Ako (Alex) : To naman hindi na mabiro…

Andreu : Wala ng bawian… (with LOL emoticon)

Ako (Alex) : Tulog na tayo

- Pag iiba ko sa usapan

Andreu : Changing the topic ha… hindi ko pa rin kakalimutan yang sinabi mo

Ako (Alex) : Goodnight, my Due (yan naman endearment ko sa kanya)... Love you

Andrue : Goodnight, my Exi, I’ll have that kiss tomorrow… Love you

Just one of the nightly conversations we do...

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He still sends me flowers everyday… kahit ano ano lang na meron sa may village namin. Paminsan minsan may bonggang pa bouquet siya na madalas kung kinasusungit sa kanya.

- Pero deep inside me super kilig ako… sino ba naman hindi.

Weekends are spent with each other… simula ng maging kami officially. Hindi na niya kasama  si Bert pag nagsisimba kami. Bonding time namin ang church. We would go on some road trips with his motorbike on Sundays may pasok pa kasi sila pag Saturday. 

Tinuruan niya akong mag motor pati na mag drive. 

I taught him how to cook, other than the adobo he knows. I’m a constant visitor sa staffhouse nila, pero hindi kami nag sosolo… He always makes sure na may mga kasama kami. 

Pati pag gigitara tinuruan niya ako… I know some basics with the playing the guitar but he is a professional. He is really good at it and he was a very nice voice, pag hinarana ka niya laglag panty mo. 

We both love photography, we would go on road trips and take hundreds of photos of landscapes, nature scenes, flowers at kung ano ano pa. I love taking pictures of him mga candid stolen shots at siya mga pangit na angle ko ang kinukunan. Mga naka buka ang bunganga, gulo gulo ang buhok, nakakunot ang noo… maganda daw ako kahit ano pang anggulo. Makulit siyang mama and very playful and I love that side of him.

He has a possessive side too, magaling mambakod…

- Nakakakilig… pero nakakatakot din minsan

As time passes by, wala naman kaming hindi pagkakaunawaan… puro pangaasar at kakulitan lang namin ang away namin.

Not until noong malapit na ang turnover ng project, Engr. Rowel is getting on my nerves. Ayoko kong mag sumbong kay Andreu dahil alam kung hindi siya papa pigil para komprontahin yung isa. Yung mamang malandi, panay pananantsing sa bahay… panay na iwas ko pero minsan nakokorner pa rin ako. Akbay, hawak sa siko, bubulong bulong ng kung ano ano… nakaka bwisit kasi nga alam mo namang nilalandi ka lang. Panay ang palag ko kaya lalo yatang naaasar sa akin hindi ako tinatantanan. 

Ang hindi ko alam… may mga stolen shots ang mahaderang babaeng Engr. na kasabwat niya. 

Trouble started there...

“Alexandra, can we talk?” pag ganyan ang tawag niya sa akin alam kung seryoso siya

“May problema ba?” 

“Do you like Sir Rowel?” nakakunot noo niyang balik sa akin

“Ha? Why would you even ask that… He’s just a colleague nothing more nothing less” 

- Bothered ako sa mga tanong niya… kasi nga iniiwasan kong magsabi sa kanya tungkol sa mga pang haharass ng mamang malandi.

“We’ve talked about this. No lies… that’s why I'm asking. I’ve been receiving random photos of you with him. Should I be bothered?” paliwanag niya

“What photos?” 

- Somebody is spying on me and putting malice on his actions towards me… may ideya ako kung sino. Kailangan talaga magkulong na ako sa kwarto ko at galingan pa ang umiwas sa kanya… sa kanila.

“Random one's, mga nakaakbay siya sayo… some angles looks like his giving you a peck on the cheeks. Gusto kung magalit, pero alam ko naman malandi talaga ang lalaking yun at alam ko ring malakas ang tama niya sayo. Mag ingat ka please… somebody is ought to destroy us.” mahaba niyang sagot sa akin…

“Yeah, somebody is ought to destroy us. Thank you for being honest with me. Wala akong gusto sa kanya… iniiwasan ko na nga siya madalas. Mahirap lang dahil magkakasama kami sa iisang bahay at opisina… at magkakaugnay mga trabaho natin.” paliwanag ko

- Kung sa ganun lang nagagalit na siya paano pa kung malaman niya pang haharass sa akin sigurado gulo to… kilala ko siya he will defend me to hell, kahit na mawalan pa siya ng trabaho. Yun ang iniiwasan kong mangyari.

“Nagseselos ako… gusto kung mag umbag ng tao. Kung hindi lang siya may hawak sa amin pinatulan ko na mga kayabangan niya.” tiim bagang niyang sabi

“Wala ka naman dapat ikaselos… ikaw pinakamamahal ko di ba? At huwag mo nalang patulan please… iwasan nalang natin pareho. Malapit na rin naman matapos ang project na to… kunting tiis nalang ha” alo ko sa kanya… sabay yakap 

Magkayakap lang kami ng matagal… walang nagsasalita, panay halik niya sa tuktok ng ulo ko at sa pisngi ko. It is always heaven in his arms… 

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A month before the turnover, Birthday ni Engr. Nilo… isang taon mahigit na rin ako sa site… 

Invited ang Team namin sa staffhouse nila… nag uumapaw ang pagkain at inumin. At syempre hari harian si Engr. Rowel. Akala mo siya ang may birthday. Panay ang iwas ko sa kanila dahil nasa paligid lang nga si Andreu. At ang mahaderang babae naman kung maka bakod kay Andreu parang close sila… kahit naman sa site halos hindi na niya pakawalan si Andreu kahit hindi concern sa Electrical ginagawa na niyang alalay yun isa. 

- Bastusan ang peg ni Ateng, alam naman niyang may girlfriend yung tao… deadma lang siya.

Na Badtrip ako, ng mahuli kong halos magkayakap na sila sa kusina ng staffhouse. Nilalandi niya si Andreu halos maghalikan na sila. 

Sa asar ko, uminom ako kahit na hindi ako sanay… nakakailang bote pa lang ako lasing na ako. May wisyo pa naman ako. Nang makita ako ni Engr. Nilo, ipinauwi na niya ako kay Andreu. 

“Exi, bat ka ba nag inom… alam mo namang hindi ka sanay” sermon niya sa akin

“Gusto ko kasing makipaglandian din… kagaya ni Engr. Angel. Gusto mo yun di ba? asar kung balik sa kanya

“Lasing ka na nga, tara na nga iuuwi na kita” sabay paandar sa sasakyan

“Why are you not kissing me… torridly, dahil ba hindi ako marunong, siguro magaling yun si Engr. Angel noh” bulalas ko sa kanya… Napa preno siyang bigla

“What’s happening to you? Nakatitig siya sa akin

“Kiss me Andreu, Kiss me like there's no tomorrow, Kiss me senselessly… Take my breath away” bulong ko sa kanya, looking directly to his eyes… napalunok siya alam kung nagpipigil siya… lasing na nga kasi ako sa tingin niya. Pero may wisyo pa ako, malakas lang talaga loob ko dahil sa nainom ko.

Tinitigan niya lang ako… ako na lumapit sa mukha ko sa kanya.

“I’m not dead drunk, I know what I’m doing.” sabay lapat sa labi ko sa mga labi niya

“F**k!... S**t ! Exi” mura niya, then he kissed me senselessly. On instinct, I copied what he’s doing. 

And Oh God Boy!… kisses really takes your breath away. He kissed from different angles, seems like he can't get enough of me. In no time I have my arms wrapped around his neck and his hands are at the back of my head deepening the kiss even more. We’re both moaning into the kiss. I groaned, opening my mouth and Andreu pushing his warm tongue into my mouth falling against my own. This is heaven Oh God… didn’t know kisses would be like this. We only ended it when we ran out of breath. 

“Exi… please don’t tempt me that way, I’ve been trying to control myself with you” hawak niya ang magkabila kung pisngi sa mga palad niya… looking at me in the eyes with love and l**t.

“But I like kissing you, masarap pala” sabay hagikhik ko… natawa na rin siya, alam niyang first kiss ko yun

“For a first timer, you’re very good. And that’s the best kiss I’ve ever had.” he’s running his thumb on my lower lip, making me gasp. 

“Masarap ba… really?” pabiro niyang tanong… mapatango nalang ako sabay yuko

“Hey! Don’t be shy there’s nothing wrong with what we are doing… I’m your boyfriend” hinawakan niya baba ko para pagpantayin ang tingin namin

“S**t!?, nakakahiya ako pa talaga nag initiate… ang landi ko na ba?” 

“Hey! It’s OK, there’s nothing wrong with that… Now I know you’re ready for my kisses” he then peck me on the lips. 

“As much as I wanted to kiss you again, baka hindi na ako maka pag pigil, I’ll end up taking you here in the car. At ayokong dito sa kotse yun mangyari” naka ngisi niyang sabi

“Hoooyyy! Kiss lang po hinihingi ko” sabay hampas sa kanya

“Mas masarap yun sa kiss” asar niya sa akin

“Shut up… Perv?” 

“I’m not at perv… I just love you and I can’t get enough of you. Don’t worry I’ll wait for you to ask me like you did now” sabay halakhak niya

“Never gonna happen” balik ko sa kanya 

“We’ll see” tsaka niya ulit pina andar ang sasakyan

- I did not sleep well that night... I was over the moon. 

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And kissing sessions did happen… He’s so sweet, he has been teaching me to kiss properly.

And I did learn… I wanted to pleasure him. I don’t know why but I feel obligated as her girlfriend to that for him. 

One Sunday....

We ended up making out in the car... one thing led to another nasa Hotel Room na kami. 

“Don’t be afraid, I won’t take you unless you want me to?” he’s looking me in the eyes with fire.

He placed his hands to my face, closing the space between us and started kissing me slowly, taking time to taste me. As I wrapped my arms around his neck, he smiled to our kiss and slowly caressed my body. Waking up something inside me… S**t ! Fire within is burning me up. He pressed his body against mine, he forced his tongue into my mouth. Our tongues were soon dancing together and the kiss became very heated. 

He placed his hands on my b*tt lifting me, making me straddle him and he walked us up to the bed. Him sitting on the edge, me facing him still straddling him. His kisses went from my lips to my jaw.. going down to the sensitive part of my neck… making me whimper and moan. 

- If we don’t control ourselves, I’ll end up giving up my V card to him…  

He laid me on the bed… him hovering over me. He traced my neck with his lips, kissing, licking, sucking gently. Moving down to my throat kissing me there too… then to the valley between my b*bbies that made me groan. He looks at me touching my bra cladded b*bbies making me arch my back. He then removes my shirt still looking at me… as if asking me if it's OK, me being so drunk with emotions can only look at him. 

His kisses went to my body, the underside of my b*bbies down to my navel.

S**t !? that must have jolted me back to reality… I suddenly sat up. To his surprise…

Natawa siya sa naging reaction ko… 

“Hey, It’s OK… you’re not yet ready for that, I understand” giving me small kisses on my forehead… to the bridge of my nose.... down to my lips again. 

Then he lay down on the bed bringing me down with him… making me lay on his chest. Caressing me…  We just cuddled until both of us fell asleep...