- Kevin Carlos -
EMPTY. That's exactly what I'm feeling right now. Not just empty but I'm also feeling lost and broken. I hate it! I hate this feeling. That's why as soon as a woman starts to demand more than I can give, I walk away. I don't want to give any of them a chance to ruin my life and leave me in pieces. It happened before. That's why I'm feeling this wrecked in the first place.
The emptiness in my heart becomes comfortable. I got used to it after awhile. It seems as if I crave love and at the same time, I'm afraid of it. I'm scared of commitment and being hurt again. I'm scared of making one big decision with such a huge impact on the rest of my life. The fear of future pain is almost paralyzing.
But then I never realized that I let Kristen enter my safety zone. She was able
