What will you do Laking pasasalamat ko at ipinagpabukas niya na lang ang sinasabi niyang rehearsal ng date. I find it hard to sleep that night. Palipat-lipat ako ng baling sa kama. I am so f*****g confused. And... nervous. I don't even have the confidence to sort out my thoughts because I'm afraid at what I'll be concluding. For pete's sake, Zaid is my friend. And I've never treasured a friendship so much before like how I value what we have now. Napaka-importante niya para sakin at ayokong ikompromiso iyon para sa bagay na hindi ko alam kung saan patungo. And also, for pete's sake again, Zaid is Spencer's friend. In other words, Spencer is Zaid's friend. I don't know but as I try to think about it deeper, I just find things really complicated. Ayoko pa naman sa lahat yung pinahihirapa

