CHAPTER 31
Avoid
One of the most painful feeling is when guilt keeps on bugging you. ‘Yon ang naramdaman ko noong makausap ko si Zanrell.
Marami akong gustong sabihin sa kanya ngunit marami ring dahilan para ‘wag na. There’s no point of telling him that I still want him because I am now engaged with someone else. There’s no point of explaining myself.
Masakit pero mukhang mas ayos nang manatili siyang galit sa ‘kin. In that way, he would be forced to forget about me because all I’ve caused him is pain.
Hindi ko na napigilan pa ang pagbugso ng mga luha dahil sa sinabi ni Zanrell. Siya naman ay nanatiling nangingilid ang mga luha.
I stared at the man I love for years. His face matured. He now has little stubbles. Kahit gano’n, mas lalo pa siyang gumuwapo sa paningin k
