(SR SERIES #2) My Italiana Girl

"What's the result ate Nena? Are there two lines?" I nervously ask ate Nena who was currently facing the sink holding a white pregnancy test. Recently I've been feeling unwell, I experience morning sickness and nausea in the morning and I usually don't like the smell of some of my favorite foods, like wth was wrong with me? I was about to open this up to Owen but usually he's been very busy. So I told ate Nena about it and she conclude that I'm freaking pregnant like how was that supposed to happen? We only did it twice with a freaking protection! And the last time was one month ago! It's just an accident, god I'll be lagot kay dad when that happens! "Omygahd Cat." ate Nena exclaimed looking shock and faced me before showing the pregnancy test. My knees trembled when I saw two lines, the second one is kinda blurry but I'm pretty sure it was two so that means I'm.. Ate Nena hurriedly grab my arm to prevent me from falling and helped me to sit on a chair. I'm having mixed emotions here, I don't know if I should be happy or not. "Kung sino man ang ama nito iha you should ano tell him about this, hindi pwedeng ikaw lang ang bubuhay nito." ate Nena said which made me look at the phone I'm holding, will Owen take responsibility with this? I mean I'm sure he will, he promised that if ever this happens he'll take responsibility on what we did those nights. He's a good guy and if ever my brother will know this I'm pretty sure he'll do everything just for Owen to take responsibility with this. "Teka lang kukuha lang ako ng tubig okay? I'll get food also hindi ka pwede malipasan ng gutom anak, stay her—" she didn't finished her sentence when I hold the tip of her shirt. "Please don't tell this to dad or even to my brother, let me be the one to tell them about this issue." I said which made ate Nena nod. When she left I searched Owen's name on the chat and typed a message for him. 'Hey babe, can we meet today in the afternoon? Same place I'll wait for you there.' I waited for his response but he didn't chat back. I flood text him again saying I'll wait for him on our meeting place and get ready when it's already past noon time. Ate Nena has a lot of reminders before I left the house she even insisted to come along but I stopped her and assure her that I'll be fine.. When I arrive at the café he still wasn't arrived yet so I ordered first and got my phone out on my purse to called him instead of texting him, the phone just keep on ringing he didn't answered it which made me pissed. "Answer me sucker.." I whisper feeling irritated, I don't really like waiting I have short patience when it comes to that s**t. Why isn't he answering anyway? As far as I know it's his day off today in his work at Klayde's hotel! After I ordered I sat on the table that we use to seat and I once called him again a hundred times and later on he answered! At last! "Where the heck are you?!? I've been waiting here for an hou—" I stopped when I heard something on the other line. My hands were shaking when I heard clearly on what happens to the other line, It's like there's someone moaning and I don't like it hearing it. "Owen hmmm.." I heard a woman's voice on the other line which made me stunned and immediately end the call, there's no way in heck he'll cheat on me! I mean we don't have a label yet but I know he's not like that! He said he likes me right?! Or.. was I wrong? I'm the one who keep's on forcing him to like me back since the day he was heartbroken with Kate. Was it all an act? Is he faking he's feelings for me? My heart aches thinking about that I didn't even notice my tears streaming down on my face, I look very stupid and pathetic. Damn I was never like this to a guy, I'm the one who makes them cry! Not the other way around! Damn it! "Here's your order ma'am— are you okay ma'am?" I hurriedly wiped my tears when the waitress delivered my food, I just nod to her in response before answering. "Yes okay lang ako." She assured me again before handing me a tissue then after that she leaves. My thoughts were heavily clouded that even my hot chocolate milk went cold, I don't have the appetite to eat anymore. I stood up and just leave the place, I immediately rode my car and was about to go home but my body was stupid, it went the wrong way and later on I was already outside Owen's house. How stupid can I be? Damn that guy! This is his fault! His freaking fault! "Hang in there baby you'll sooner meet your dad." I whispered while caressing my tummy. I got out of the car and was about to close it but then I stopped midway when their gate opened and a girl went out from the door, she was pretty but not as pretty as me obviously. She looks like a slut wearing a red backless dress, she saw me and glance for awhile before turning her back and cling on Owen who have just came out from the gate and suddenly she kissed him on his f*****g lips! I looked like a mad woman when Owen met my dark gaze. How dare he!? Such a sucker! I was about to walk near them but I stopped when I realized something ah I forgot! I don't have the right to get jealous nga pala cause there's no label between us anyway. Stupid! But even so how I want to tear them both piece by piece, slap his face and pull that girl's hair away from his but my body was too weak to move so instead of doing those f*****g things I went back to my car and leave to that stupid place. Before leaving I saw how he immediately pushed the woman away and was about to go after me but I already left, when I reached home my brother was there in the living room he was about to welcome me but when he saw my face crying his expression went concern. "Hey what's wrong are you okay?" he asked me while holding my arms, I didn't answered and just straightly hug him tight and cried on his chest. "HI Ca— omg what happen okay ka lang Cat?" I heard Kate's voice coming out from the kitchen along with ate Nena who was also worried. I just went silent the whole time and was about to stand up to go to my room but an expected visitor came. "Sir nandito po si Owen, gusto raw ho makausap si maam Caterina." our security gurrd said which made me stood up and hurriedly went outside, when I faced Owen he was about to talk but I slap him hard on the face which made him stunned, yes just for once. I want to do that just for once to let out my frustration and for cutting my ties off from him, he'll no longer be a dad to my child! I don't want a cheater partner in the future. "Please Cat let me explain. It was a mistake, we don't hav—" "I don't need your f*****g explanation! You know how serious I am to you! But what did you just f*****g do? You played with me and that's freaking enough! This is the last time we'll be talking. I no longer want to see you ever again." I said those lines trying not to crack my voice, after saying those words I left him there not listening on what he still says while I walk away. As I walk passed by my brother he looks dead serious while watching Owen outside, ate Nena guides me to my room and tuck me in the bed still trying to stop me from crying because this might affect the baby. Even if it still hurts I I tried to calm down myself and reach my phone from the side table before calling dad. "Dad." I whispered while sniffing. "Yes honey? Are you okay? What's the problem are you hurt or something?" he worriedly asked on the other line which made me cry more, if only dad was here he could've comforted me. "Papa, non voglio piu vivere qui.. I want to go back to Italy..." I whispered which made him sigh on the other line before responding. "Alright honey, I'll schedule you a flight tomorrow morning, I'll tell Nena to pack your things alright? Take a rest now." he answered which made me nod and drop the call. After that night I deactivated all my social accounts and turn off my phone, my brother even visited me for awhile but we didn't get to talk because I'm so tired. No one knows I'm leaving except them, they never tell Owen after they let him go home that night. The next day I left the Philippines with a heavy heart, part of me wishes that Owen will still try to contact or try to reached out from me begging to come back but I received nothing. And that only means one thing, he doesn't care about me. The pain I felt turn into hate, I hate him! I hate him to death and his new freaking girl! Hope they're so happy with their fvcking life! I freaking promise to myself my child will never set foot in the Philippines again nor will allow them to know their father!