A/N: UNEDITED HI PO HAPPY READING JUST WANNA GREET TO ALL MOMMY MAMA NANAY MAMITA MAMALA MAMSY MOMSHIES AND TO ALL ESPECIALLY TO MY MAMA BABY MY ATE JONA NANAY LILY ANDMY TITA'S AND TO ALL FARTHER WHO STAND AS A MOTHER SALUTE YOU HAPPY HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY PO. TRULY YOU ARE A GOD BLESSING TO EVERY DAUGHTERS AND SONS. STAY SAFE PRAY WITHOUT CEASING WE HEAL AS ONE! AMEN GLORY TO GOD.
PROVERBS 23:25
Let your father and your mother be glad,
And let her rejoice who gave birth to you.
Chapter 10
"I love you... good bye..." malinaw pa rin sa isip ko ang mukha niya being away with him for many months parang wala namang nagbago in terms of his physical appearance gwapo pa rin wala duda doon. I came on the hospital running mabuti na lang at walang tao ng makarating ako doon marahil hindi pa natawagna ni Lefroy ang mga magulang niya at mga kaibigan he was unconcius on the emergency room dahil sa kalasingan good thing hindi naman malala ang natamo niyang sugat at mga galos may malaking hiwa sa sa noo niya at ulo sanhi ng maraming dugo na lumabas doon. My hand was trembling while cleaning his wounds and checking him malaking tao talaga siya I check his body to see if any wounds was there. I was trembling while touching his clothes binuksan ko ang damit niya to check it.
"don't f*****g mess with my things asawa lang kita sa papel yun lang iyon! Don't touch my things hindi ibig sabihin na magasawa na tayo you have the privelage to share the same bed and room with me doon ka sa maid quarter!"singhal niya sa akin sabay sipa ng maletang puno ng damit ko palabas ng kwarto niya he was drunk again this was my third day being his Mrs. Paltrow and he is like this, regretting everything so much.
Pinasadahan ko ang ilang pasa na halatang halata sa maputi niyang balat I put some ointment there to heal. Tinitigan ko pa ang ilang bahagi ng katawan niya to check and to make sure nagamot ko lahat dumako ang paningin ko sa tattoo sa kaliwang dibdib niya. it was a rose tattoo with a name GOLD in it. mapait akong napangiti ganun niya talaga niya kamahal ang kakabal ko. alam ko naman iyon pero hindi ko pa rin maiwasang hindi masaktan. It was my first time treating a wounds at the same time crying nanlalabo ang mga mata ko sa luha na patuloy na umaagos habang dinadampian ko ng bulak ang mga sugat niya, hindi dapat ganito hindi ka dapat nagkakaganyan patawad promise you I will make things all right for the all of us... if given a chance I will make you and ate Gold be with each other again, sorry for all the pains that I've cause you sorry for lying to you sorry because sinira ko yung fiendship natin sana balang araw I will able to see an energentic vibrant and happy Evan.
"pangako aayusin ko ito konting hintay na lang, you will be free again and be happy wth Ate Gold" mahinang bulong ko sa kaniya I texted lefroy that he was now in stable condition I etxted OPhilip too and Cy he pull some connection that I was able to catch my flight.
"ma'am you want some drink?" tanong sa akin ng isa sa mga flight attendant
"a bottle of water will do thank you" nilapag nito ang hinihingi ko. I grab the airplane earphone and connected to the passenger plane TV I tune in to some of my favorite song this is what I feel. Sinuot ko ang sleepmask ng sagoon kahit na nagdradrama ako diot I can hide my eyes.
Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Sorry I am not her magkamukha man kami but it doesn't justify that you will love me like you love her.
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
I am willing but I know you don't like that idea and you will never like that having you forever will be a big illusion to me. it will be just my unreachable dream Malabo pa sa blurred.
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I've hurt you big time I may not see you cry over me but I see how you destroy yourself because of this marriage. Palaging natatanong anong nakita m okay Ate Gold na wala sa akin? but like they saya love is magical siguro dahil nga mahal mo siya despite of everything.
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
I hope someday you will be able to forgive me at kung hindi man kalabisan kahit na hindi na bestfriend kahit friend na lang or maging okay tayo kahit civil na lang sa isa't-isa tatanggapin ko iyon. Bast maging okay lang tayo it will be a very big thing for me. but for now let me say this things in the wind I hope you will find peace in your heart I love you goodbye Evan. Pangako babalik ako I will fixed the broken things that you and Ate Gold should have.
After four hourse and 5 minutes lumapag na rin ang eroplano sa land of morninh calmness south Korea please be good to me. humakbang ako palabas ng airport hatak hatak ang trolly na dala. They are people waiting on the area ginala ko ang mga mata ng di ko pa makita naupo na lang ako doon at naghintay several minutes later two man approach me.
"Hi are you Miss Silver Rosales?"
"yes" sabay tayo ko.
"personal secretay of Mr. Jung miss" pakilala nito I shake his hands inalalayan ako ng mga ito sa isang van na nakapark doon puamsok sa isang napakataas na building ang saskaayng Van all glass the skyscraper of Korea is incredible ang gaganda..
Nakasunod lang ako sa dalawa habang papasok kami sa loob ng opisina nito. super laki ng building nila.
"this way Miss Silver" aniya sabay bukas ng double door na metal na pintuan doon.
"President?"
"yes?"
"I have Miss Silver here" tumayo ito at mabilisang lumapit sa akin his blue colored suit perfectly fits on him.
"nice to meet you er. Dr. can't belive you're a doctor have a seta please."
"thank you."
"I was really overwhelm Miss Silver when you accepted the offer I hear about the condition being made byb your legal team I was actually thinking of making you as one of the creative director kesa modeling" aniya.
"c-creative director?"
"yes kung nanonood ka ng mga Kdrama you will see some or many of the drama was tackling or talking about in the medical field maybe you can help us about that lalo na may mga scene sa operating room and maybe I can recommend you to the best hospital here in seoul"
Nagulat ako sa malaking offer niya sa akin at sobrang di ako makapaniwala.
"if that's okay with you, it will be two works for you one in your profession and one in the entertainment industry okay ka ba doon?" aniya.
"it was---I mean sigurado ka ba dyan , kabado pa ako I am not fluent inspeaking......"
"I am don't worry about that I have someone here who can help you so Miss Rosales is it a deal or no deal."
"ofcourse it's a deal mister president oh my gassshhhh thank you for the opportunity" sabi ko dito.
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1 year later....
Naging madali ang buhay ko sa Korea President Jung was a big help to me. hindi lang ako resident doctor sa isang sa mga best ng hospital sa mundo but I am also a wellknown personality in their Entertainment insdutry as a creative director hindi rin ako lumalabas sa mga TV but still artist idol celebrities influencer they all know me. At aaminin kong umaabot ng six digit ang sweldo ko sa isang buwan. Kasali din ako sa 100 most richest people in korea using my Korean name which is Sil-Ver. Natutuwa din ako sa takbo ng buhay na meron akong ngayon pero alam kong may kulang pa rin meron pa at makamtan ko man ang sanlibutan I still have space na kailangan kong ayusin ang tanong lang am I ready? Emotionally? Physically? I was no longer checking his phone huli ko lang na check sa kaniya two weeks later na bagong dating ako sa Korea He met With Gold I saw series of pictures from his social media account and from the press and hopefully ayos na sila ngayon. I even see his eyes smiling now mukhang ayos na sigruo sila isnag taon na rin ang nakakaraan baka nga they are waiting for me I was expecting a n annulment papers or divorce paper ang sasalubong sa akin.
"Sil what ever happens I am just one call away always korea will be always available and welcoming you with open arms welcome ka dito anytime Korea will always be you comfort zone whenever you feel pain in the Philippines.."
"kamsahamnida Oppa!" isaid sincerely.
"oh oh stop crying.... Wala tayo sa set ah" tawang tawa niya sabi.
"libre mo na klang ako ng samgyupsal Sil 90% world raying yung draman niyo ah" anito.
Teaching Koreans act like doctor nakakatawa they can really get the word cut. Knife, scapel, sunction." Natutuwa ako lalo na sa mga scene na may inooperahan na tao sa mga bahagi ng katawan ang dali dali nilang turuan at akala mo totoong totoo ang operation dramascene.
"your name suit you Silver nagnining-ning shining so much that can hurt my eyes" ani ni Geum
"yah! Hindi ganyan dumamoves" si Pres. Jung sa pinsan.
"support me na lang Hyung." Anito
Later that night Cy and I have videocall she never mention His name dahlia ayoko na rin namang makibalita,.
"sorry Sistah can't pick you up bantay sarado ako" malungkot na sabi niya.
"don't worry ako na lang ang bibisita sayo it was now my trun to help you Cy see you soon"
"I will thank you Bree..." umiiyak na sabi nito.
I got pity for Cy's situation.ang magkakaibigan na mga iyon magaling talagang magpaiyak ng babae hanep genius sila sa bagay na yan expert na expert kailangan ko na rin magmadaling pumunta ng pilipinas I should help Cy too alam konh nahihirapan siya di man niya masabi sa akin but for sure she was.
"do you want me to accompany you?" si Geum.
"wag na high celebrity ka dito baka dumugin ako ng fans mo sa manila mahirap na"
"I dont care sil totoo naman iyon I like you erase I mean I love you. you know that right?" aniya. Habangnakatitig sa akin ng matagal sa mata. Geum was the leading man of korea best known for his king roles.
"why me Geum?" takang tanong ko.
"why not you Sil?" balik tanong niya we are having snacks in the subways.
Namula ako sa sinabi niya ginagamitan na naman ako nito ng oppa effect njya eh "wala tayo sa set" ani ko. he laughed. So loud and I saw some ssaessang fans "alis na tayo merong paparazzi" bulong ko sa kaniya.
We wnet back to the office nakita ko si president Jung na may kausap... very familiar built in at nang lumapit ako.
"B-bronze????"
"A-ate!!!" he immediately stand up at inilanghakbang ko ang pagitan naming I embrace my brither so tight.
"finally ate ko!!!!!!!" malakas na buhos ng luha niya sa akin balikat ganun din ako.
"Bronze.
"I miss you so mucccchhhhh ate!!!" hagulgol niya. I patted him as we both cried.
"b-bakit ka nandito paano mo ako nahanap?"
Huminga siya ng malalim he was wiping his tery eyes "we need your help ate" aniya.
Kumalabog ng mabilis ang puso ko sa takot.
"anong nangyari?"
"m-mommy is comatose she need heart surgery asap... ate"
Napahawak ako sa bibig dahil sa gulat mommy ang mommy ko...
"k-kamusta na siya? Anong lagay niya? saan siya naka-admit? Sinong doctor niya? why? what happen why?"
"please ate save our mommy" umiiyak na ito ngayon.
"according to the doctor she is in coma due to cardiac arrest ate... "
Oh Gad... I am sorry mommy. Isang mabilis na desisyon ang ginawa ko sa mga oras na iyon I need to go back to the Philippines I need to help my family especially my mom meron man kaming di may pakakahindian still she was my mother and I need to save her. Utang ko ang buhay ko sa kaniya and I will be forever indebted to that.
"hang on mom... papunta na ako... you will be okay I promised you that.."
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ctto song: i love you good bye.