Kabanata 23 Have you ever been lose something? That when you lose it, it feels like you lose the whole world too. 'Coz right now... That what i'm going through, losing my whole world in a blinked of an eye. I feel like the whole world betrayed me for losing my baby. I feel like im the biggest failure right now, I cant take care of my little angel. Yes, I lost the baby that I never had and never meet. Pakiramdam ko sinadya ng diyos na hindi sya ibigay sa amin. Para bang sinasabi nyang deserve n'yong masaktan. Sabagay totoo naman, deserve naming pareho ang masaktan at mahirapan. Pero sana hindi na nadamay 'yung walang malay na bata sa sinapupunan ko. Kaya ko namang saluhin lahat wag lang ang batang walang malay. Yung bawat araw pag gising mo mapapaisip ka. Ano kayang pakiramdam ng

