CAIN'S POV
Her body is warm, yet she's trembling as if she's cold.
As I buried my face deeper into her neck, kissing every inch of skin that came in contact with my lips, my hand traced her collarbone down to her breasts. She shivered even more.
"You okay?" I whispered, my face still pressed against her neck, inhaling the scent that I was always obsessed with.
I felt her nod.
"Hmm..." I moved up slightly to inhale the sweet scent of her hair, then I kissed her ear and gently nibbled on it.
Finally, she couldn't control it anymore and moaned. I even saw her grip the sheets tightly. I was expecting this reaction, knowing how sensitive her ears are.
I pulled away slightly to watch her face, but my hands never left her breasts. Her eyes were closed, her lips bitten hard, and her face flushed bright red.
I smiled. She was acting as if it was our first time, and it made me glad that we felt the same. That I wasn't the only one who felt like this was the first time I was seeing her naked body like this.
Once again, guilt washed over me. We'd done it countless times in this house, but I never took my time with her, never cared whether she was in the mood or not.
I'd been selfish, and now, it was time to make it right.
"H-Hey..." She whimpered.
"Hm?" I gave her a peck on the lips.
"Why..." Her words didn't come out as a question, but I could still sense that she wanted me to continue.
"I didn't mean to stop... I just missed you." Then I kissed her again, my hand continuing its trail southward.
As I reached the place that always drives me crazy, we both froze for a moment. I heard a soft moan escape her lips as I continued to kiss her. Then, my fingers began to gently tease her surface.
I knew she didn't like it when I rushed, and I wanted to take my time, too.
I pressed a little harder, and she gripped my arm, her eyes opening to meet mine.
"C-Can... you go faster?" Her voice was soft, filled with embarrassment. Her cheeks were still bright red.
"I'm not used to you being so... slow." She raised her arm to cover her flushed face after saying that.
Her words almost made me lose all composure, and to make matters worse, she unintentionally exposed her soft armpits for me to admire. But I held myself back. This night wasn't about me. I knew she wanted me to move faster, but I also knew she'd feel even better if I took my time.
"Just enjoy it, baby." I chuckled and kissed her armpit, which made her quickly cover it.
"Cain!" She looked horrified and embarrassed. She pushed my face away.
"S-Sira ka talaga." She avoided my gaze. I laughed.
"You're perfect."
"W-Well..." She stuttered and slowly covered her chest.
I laughed but let her keep her cover, I know she'll eventually open up if I touch her right. I decided to move my fingers a little lower, reaching her sweet spot. She flinched and as expected, moved her hands from her chest to my arms.
"C-Cain..." She gasped.
"I know you're insecure about these." I glanced at her breasts.
"But didn't I tell you? They're not small. They're perfect." I bent down and kissed one of her n*****s, then sucked on it gently. She squirmed, moving her hips, and that caused my finger to press a little harder, making her moan.
"Please..." Her body shook, and her hips bucked, so I moved my hands along with her.
She was gasping, her hands gripping my hair, pulling my head closer to her right breast. I did what I knew she needed and sucked harder while my fingers circled her wet spot.
"W-Wait... wait—" But I didn't stop. My hand kept moving, while the other pressed on her stomach to prevent her from moving away.
Her legs wrapped around my waist. I raised my head so I could watch her face. As her body trembled, her grip on my hair tightened. Her back arched, and my hand got wetter with every movement.
Her eyes rolled back before her body relaxed, and she collapsed, boneless, onto the bed.
"Hey," I gently kissed her face.
"You okay?"
"No..." She stared at me, her breath still rapid.
"You'll feel better." I chuckled and slid a pillow under her hips.
"Okay." She covered her flushed face again and I kissed her hands.
"Good girl, letting me do what I want."
"Yeah..." She peeked through her fingers. "Because I know..."
"..you know what I want."
If it were possible to lose my mind over her, I think it's happening now. Her eyes, the way she said those words—it was like she was made just to drive me crazy.
"I f*****g love you, so much." I kissed her again, hard, as if I wanted to reach the back of her throat. I wanted to taste every part of her.
I adjusted her body, positioning myself between her legs. When we finally made contact, I almost lost it, but I kept my composure. I wanted this night to last.
I held both of her hands and lifted them above her head. I kept them in place with one hand.
Her eyes seemed to sparkle because of what I did. But she didn't say anything. She just waited like a good girl, letting me do what I needed to.
"I do know how to make you feel great." I smiled, agreeing with her earlier words.
She nodded, her eyes full of anticipation, just like mine.
"Just take everything I give you. I'll take care of you very well tonight."