DYE
I felt like I was drowning while I was waiting for her to be done with the ultrasound. I just closed my eyes and held on to the edge of the bed for support. Kinalma ko ang aking sarili at nagdasal sa Diyos na sana ay maging maayos ang lahat. Sa lahat ng paghihintay ko kay Lance, this procedure beat it. Magkahalong takot at nerb'yos sa kung anong pwedeng maging resulta ng test.
Nang hugutin n'ya ang instrumento ay nakahinga ako. I saw her printing a few photos.
"Okay, Mrs. Tarrayo. The ultrasound is done and you may change. I will wait for you outside when you're ready."
Hindi ko mabasa ang expression ng mukha n'ya at pakiramdam ko ay lalo akong ninerb'yos. I hate this feeling of being not in control. Noon, mula sa kurso sa kolehiyo hanggang pagpapakasal ko kay Lance ay idea ni D
