CHAPTER 12

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KAIZER My affair for this morning terminates my mood. I'm succumb to move my face from burying it to my pillows. It gives me a relaxing ambiance, despite the negligence of the spherical humidity traces my whole fvcking body. I lay my body up, my eyes radiant up for the color of this morning time. I step out from my bed but stopped when my mother constantly get inside with her infusing brows. The table squeakly tainted by her knocks, it is loud to not give me a radar to my awaken soul. “Akala ko may trip kayo? Hindi mo ba susunduin si Lynaire?” seryosong saad nito, nakapulupot ang mga braso habang nakataas at naka-angat ang mga kilay. Minsan pa nitong pinatunog ang lamesang katabi nito para magising ako lalo. I lain my stare up to the wall as I closed the door to wash my mouth. “What time is it? Make it faster, Kaizer. I don't like someone might take Lynaire away.” singhal nito, sinundan pa 'ko hanggang sa kusina. “You should always be with her, huh.” “What's happening to you? You're pushing me,” her arms ramps with fiddle, it crossed to my arms and gripped, for my vein—they have awaken. “Nung sa birthday kapa, alam mo bang gusto kong magalit sa 'yo. Hindi mo man lang tinaboy 'yung lalaking naging ka-partner ni Lynaire.” masungit nitong pahayag sunod na tumalikod. “Aalis na 'ko,” I brought her made sandwich, she wants me to give it to Lynaire. And now she likes her more than me, serving her farther from her, divulged her care the most on her. I love it but I like it when Lynaire sees me only. Red light shut, cars illuminates around had stopped, seven in morning and my things already filled my compartment. The sky throwing a good nature, from it's middle part where the focal of the range flavour for today's time, it laboured a very lush and more comfort to ride with. I got the trees swaying due to the windy atmosphere, quiescense descend from lower toned, brief of the freedom let me tasted it and blow it away as the ray of sun soak me. Lynaire's house stands in front of my eyes, the tall gate within the assigned security guards always required to utilized their power upon catching what's the extinct. I come inside, fresh air subsided my entire flaw. It flooded and passed to my skin, every blow, it signatures for it to be as ever glossy. “Good Morning, Tita. I'm in near to the part to ask about Lynaire if she's still here?” pansin ko ang pagmasid nito sa kabuuan ko, nakakunot ang noo nito, ang kulay blonde nitong buhok gaya ng sa anak ay mas sinilaw ako ng tamaan iyon ng sikat ng araw. Lumapit ito sa 'kin at tinuro na sumabay ako sa kaniya sa pagpasok, halatang tahimik ang paligid. I meet the empty couch, television switch on as the frivolous news held on it by the news caster interviewing the respondents. “She's not here, kakaalis niya lang kanina. Maaga siyang sinundo ni Renlé at hinatid na sa school.” diretsong sambit nito para matunawan ako ng bait. “If that's so, can I—” “Can we talk for a minute?” my chest fasten the race of each feet climbing through me. It scrubbed me with the toxic substance and perched the taboo sculpture to send me a threats. “I thought you're courting Ashlyn? I noticed that you're also linking with Lynaire by these days had passed.” her brows creased, it convey what she want me to answer. I am not afraid to developed what's my feeling towards her first daughter, I felt I can't make it, I can't imagine her together with other guys. “I was courting Ashlyn, Tita. I also talk to her that I'm stopping what I'm doing such courting and the usual routine. For Lynaire...it thrust to my chest I can't contained myself a peace regarding her smiles where she's sharing it with other man. I found myself hating it, it captured my hostile heart and mind I'll turn ballistic and burst out an anger everytime I saw Lynaire with random man.” I fvcking hate her for that. Space sore the babbled occurred, her loud sigh shaking me she'll scold me and talk I need to be lose in what I'm into. “Lynaire is my daughter...she can't have her boyfriend, Kaizer.” sagana nito sa mata ko. “She said she have her fiancé, and I knew it.” her eyes got flub with that delusion. Her fragile eyes did not sleep with this present I admitted it to her. “Oo, mayroon siya. Ipinagbabawal siyang makipag-relasyon sa kahit na sino, Kaizer. Iyon ang sinasabi ko sa 'yo pero hindi ko sinasabing pinagbabawalan kita. Ang gusto kong makuha mo ay hindi siya puwede pero kung ipagpilitan mo ang sa 'yo, dalawa ang posibleng mangyare; siya ang mapaparusahan o ikaw ang magtatamo nang labis na parusa.” diretsong sambit nito para magtanim ng kakaibang pakiramdam at interes. “W-What are you talking about?” Lynaire looks simple, her eyes cascaded to my dream within a polish great kinship. “Kung sinabi sa 'yo ni Lynaire na may fiancé na 'to, dapat alam mo rin ang kahihinatnan kapag ipinagpatuloy mo pa. I saw her yes twinkle as for the moment you're dropping yourself by here, Kaizer. Natatakot akong mapahamak siya, hindi lang siya normal na mamamayan dito katulad natin.” binakuran ako kasama ang matinding kaba sa dibdib ko, naglalabas ng kapangyarihan at nakakakilabot ang mga salita nitong kusang tinutusok ako sa looban. Umiling-iling ako habang sapo-sapo ang mukha ko. I brush my hair, my head tilted to her, her eyes did not turn back, it rush the towering nervous to my wholeness. “Anong sinasabi mo...hindi, katulad natin siya, anak mo siya, hindi ba? Ako ang gagawa ng paraan,” matigas na sulong ko pa sa mga salita ko. Gusto kong mangapa ng iba pang paraan para malaman kung anong sinasabi niya, nagpapahiwatig siya ngunit sadiyang wala akong alam sa mga binabanggit niya. “She's my daughter, and I need to protect her.” “Hindi na 'ko puwedeng mag-bukas sa 'yo, sana naunawaan mo ang sinabi ko.” tinapik-tapik nito ang balikat ko bago ngumiti. “I don't understand, Tita.” “You will not now, I will let you explore the world of Lynaire if she's done here.” “What...” “Take care of yourself, Kaizer. I will see you by tomorrow through calling you, Lynaire handed her phone and I'm sure Renlé's number already saved on it. I will let you take care of her by this time.” sinamahan niya 'ko hanggang sa labas ng kanilang bahay. “You'll have a great future once you follow that words, Kaizer. Trust the process and it will explode a colorful and blissful outcome.” nakangiting wika nito, napantig ang mga tenga ko do'n. Napahampas ako sa manibela, mariin ko itong hinawakan at dinukdok ang ulo rito. Her words excavating my peak, it's transmitting a different sentiments for me to grow, my fist holds the hope I can still claim Lynaire. She's mine, she told me to back off, to go off instead I swallow it and raise a flag for motivation. “I can't give her up that easily.” bigkas ko sa kawalan. Horizon is helping me to be in the midst of nothing but an empty space, a colorless of my thoughts simply chained my feet to remained stuck. GETTING my bag behind the compartment as I came to the school. My eyes laid firstly to the bus which is waiting for somebody to get up, there's a three to five bus remaining standing as the chair inside contained chosen person. All girls will have the two bus while the guys have three. I left my sinister out as I step on and stumble up. The conductor help me with my things, he boasted himself to stopped as I am when he checked whether it's girls or boy. “Is Lynaire Daré Dominguez already there?” nakataas ang mga kilay nito habang nakatingin sa papel na hawak, sinusuri kung nandoon na ang hinahanap ko. “Oo, pero hindi dito ang puwesto para sa mga lalaki, doon ka sa kabila.” he pointed the next bus placed next this. “I'm going to get in, I'm Kaizer Cally villa Castro, note that.” mariin kong hayag at pinagbunggo ang balikat namin. Tita Zyrene's phrases ruffled my mood, my mind addled with the perceive I can let go off. The conductor assigned here stunned, his mouth attuned with his position as I glare at him and sneered. Pumasok ako ng hindi na ito nililingon pa, mula sa harapan hinanap ko kung saan nakapuwesto si Lynaire. Maingay ang iba, nakuha ng matulog ng mga nasa tabing bintana at halos ay kandong ang bag. The radio was not asleep to not throw a voice, the station of the DJs owned the plight. I can clearly saw her from the next three group before the last seats. I borrow a little beam of climates as it spotted her a sun's ray. Kaagad akong lumapit sa kaniya at pinatayo ang katabi nito para ako ang maging kapalit. “Baby...” I whispered, her eyes closed. It surrounds marvelous outlook, her eyelashes filtered how I wanted to touch it, to keep it and be in admiration as she slowly open her eyes. “Baby...” mabilis kong dinaklot ang braso ko at pinarada iyon sa likod ng bewang nito para ipilupot nang tuluyan. I lean my head down to her shoulder, her scents expelled an attractive and addictive smell. My nose twitch to dipped my face on her neck and intended to brush the pointed part of my nose to her hair. “Kaizer...” nahihirapan at namamaos na lagay ng boses nito, itinulak nito ang ulo ko papalayo sa kaniya pero muli kong ibinalik dahil inaantok ako. “I'm watching.” “You're sleeping, watch me instead.” I caress her throat, it marked a little adam's apple as I purses my lips and smirk. She have it. I took her arms and place it to my hands. Holding her soft and warmth palm conceived my smile into further slides of smiles. My eyes covered with her hair, I didn't care about the outrageous shouts behind us; my name mixed with their usual sentences already stamped a done project. I'm done, always, and everyday whilst I'm holding Lynaire's hand. “Akala ko boyfriend niya si Renlé.” “Kilala niyo 'yung lalaking naghatid kay Lynaire kanina?” “Lahat ng junior high kilala siya, kaklase siya ng kapatid ko.” “Oo nga eh 'no, ang akala ko boyfriend niya, pero kung makadikit naman 'tong heartthrob ng building natin akala mo hindi nakita si Lynaire ng ilang taon.” “Tsk,” Our ride slowly passing the exact time. We're here, stopped and waiting for the assigned person from the front to go off. I'm sitting, embracing Lynaire's beauty. “You'll pay later..” bulong ko sa tenga nito bago hinarap. I get her nape and pull her as my lips crushed to her, her soft and endearing perfect lips entangled to mine. Mas diniin ko ito sa akin para mapasunod ito at maramdaman ang kamay nitong napasabit sa balikat ko. HOLDING her hands while walking is an extra perseverance for us to covet underneath the sun's rays. It exhausts me more as it narrowly smack my skin, and I'm worrying about her too. She's holding her bag but stopped as she grope for something inside it. “It's so hot. You want to buy an ice cream muna?” Saad niya habang may kinakalkal pa sa loob ng bag niya. “I will buy,” I shook my head after her back turn on me. I embrace her hands and walks together as we halter in front of the shop where it denotes it's the ice cream store. Wearing that off shoulder but the fabric are in shallow roughness as its straps overwhelmed me a little, there's a lengthy sized bottom of that cloths for being the excess cotton. “One strawberry and cookies and cream flavour,” she signaled her one fingers as she put her payment on the slides of counter. The guard assigned near the door closed it, it redeemed a cold atmosphere inside, each eyes crushed to me, Lynaire is silent. Her small lips littered with obedience as she holds onto mine and smile at the personnel after giving her order. “You're that famous here, Kaizer. All of their eyes bragged a lured phases.” saad nito habang dinidilaan ang hawak nitong ice cream. Her lips sat with pinkish color, it's tip washed to made it looks more clean and radiant. Every lick of that pint of ice cream convulse hunger to my flesh. Umiling-iling ako at dinaklot na ang kamay nito para makalabas na. They are piping with an amusement, average person folded their gum of teeth as I glare to them, guys prominently stick with Lynaire's appearance. “You want to stay here or we'll walk by while you're eating junk food?” “It's not junk food,” “What is it, then? A vegetable?” her eyes rolled up, exclusively covered with an irritation. Her hands fulled with that cone, her knees begun to joined the surface by her simply walks, vex had arise to my column. Nagsisimula na ring magbulungan ang mga nadatnan naming mga tao sa looban, nakatakip ang isang kamay sa bibig para makapag-pasa ng salita. Iniwan ko muna ito pansamantala at nilapitan ang nasa harapan na gumagawa ng ice cream. I called her and search for the manager of this shop. “Good Afternoon, Mister. What can I help you? I'm the manager of this shop, Mister Ronie Canlas.” he headed with his personal introduction, his sleeves has stretched with a name tag, for its synonyms I preferred for him to called by his name. “Can you pull those guy away here?” diretsong saad ko, bahagya pang umawang ang mga labi nito kasabay ng pagkatuliro habang napapatingin sa bawat sulok. “What....What do you mean, Sir?” kinakabahang tanong nito. “They are looking to my wife, can you shoo them away? I'll pay you trice,” I give to him my credit cards and let him check it first before seeing his chin has pulled up and nodded at his staffs. Pare-parehong nagsitayuan sa kanilang inuupuan ang mga lalaking kanina ko pa tinitiis na mabangasan. Staffs of this shop encountered them with conflicts, I hold my eyes to the guy having a coffee while lustfully looking at Lynaire. Mabilis kong inihakbang ang mga binti ko patungo rito at hinarap ito nang walang pag-aalinlangan. “You can do it outside, spare my girl, can you?” mariing sambit ko bago nandidiring nilingon ako at mataas ang pagkakakunot ng noo nito. “What? I'm not into her, she's cute, have a perfect desired shaped among girls but I can be in this dispute. I'm interested to her,” napangisi ako at winagayway pa nang bahagya ang ulo ko saka napa-igting ang panga matapos nitong ibalik ang tingin sa nakaupong Lynaire. “You see her clearly now, but I will make sure, your eyes will be bald injured after this.” His way look more determinate but I halt on the way I'm bursting out my antipathy around my knuckles to shot his jaw. “Excuse me, Sir. We are now declaring that you guys should go off here inside the shop,” pangtataboy na sa kaniya ng babaeng nakasuot ng sumbrero at apron. “They are pushing you. You like me to open the door for you?” my lips curled, a spice digging sour of breeze and taken his position for being in calm way. “I paid my stay here!” he shrilled, corners has established a moment for some customer here to noticed him bickering inside, his teeth gritting due to the threats he can't conclude the truth he needs to go out. “We are willing to pay you back, sir. Just go and don't make scandal here,” panunulak pa sa kaniya ng isa pang kasama nitong hindi na natiis ang manood na lang. “Anong nakain niyo?! Kanina lang ang ayos niyo?!” “Sir, we didn't eat still, we are doing our job as a staffs here. If you want to be respected, you should act with formality by now because our guards will bricks here by any moment to drag you out.” hinagis nito nang naiinis ang hawak na baso sa lapag, lumitaw ang litid nito sa mga braso dahil sa inis at galit na naramdaman. Next time I will never hold my temp to crush my fist on your damn face! I will forgave you now for a reason; she's here and I should not be seen in that way of being rascals. “Go, hindi na kita masasamahan dahil mas mahal pa sa sa atay mo ang binayad ko dito.” nakangiting turan ko bago ito tinalikuran at nilapitan sa pagkakaupo si Lynaire. “Why he's mad? He looks he'll eat those person in front of him?” we were found licking an ice cream, she poured copious flavour on top of her ice cream and with a thick coldness of the pint, it treasured the kind. I pursed my lips, her hair located to her back as the strands goes off to her shoulder and about to deal with that thick stained of ice cream but she handed me the tie; scrunchy again. “You see, I can't—” I stand up, from the chair across to her, I meet the back of her head and carefully gathered her hair as I formed the tie into ready made one. “Are you done?” “Yes.” “Then, why you're not turning your back and sit here.” she pointed the next empty chair contained none. My nose congregate with the ambition to taste her lips. I hold the tied hair of hers and make her head look at me. From the side, her tips designed reflects it has a unified bits of an ice cream. She lick it without looking at me, I sized our eyes, each of us failed to talk. I took her lips, in behalf of my self. I preach her tips, cleaning it through licking and sucking it with a hold temptation. HINATID ko siya sa silid na ibihagi na sa 'min kanina kung saan dapat kami maglagi para magpalipas ng oras dahil mamayang gabi uumpisahin ang mga gawain, naglatag ng mga papel ang teacher na kasama kung sino ang dapat na ilagay sa puwestong magluluto, maghuhugas ng plato at ang maghahanda. We go outdoor for an occurring settlement upon whose in responsible to do upon the assigned part of this certain place. Lynaire is fidgeting, her eyes fuddling with a muddled range as she is showing she don't know where to step for the first stage of being here, her waist clasped with a fine printed shaped; mirrors how I wanted to own it, to lick and marked it to make the other guys shut their mouth and will not found to lift it up at any moment they see her carrying my marked. “I'll be in kitchen, Sir.” I volunteered, the teacher validate his mood, he lets me to taken it without talking for a reason. “You'll be assigned to wash the plate, Miss Serano.” turo ng gurong lalaki sa babaeng nasa harapan nito. “Sir, can you exchanged her to Miss Dominguez? She will be in kitchen too.” mabilis kong salita matapos akong mapansin ng iilan naming kaklase. She don't know how to cook, and to do some households. My fussy kitten has born to be beautiful, to show how lucky she is to be having her normal life yet without learning to determine cleaning, except on tasting. “Okay, Miss Dominguez. You'll be assigned on kitchen too,” bigkas nito nang malakas. I hold her hands, pinching and lining it with my nails as she gripped my hands—making me smile. Her head is tiny, my hands grow until I get her from her shoulders. “You'll cook?” she whispered, I didn't talk back but plastering an opulent and safe sized of happiness. “You know how to cook rice?” tanong ko sa kaniya ngunit nahihiyang umiling ito. “My mother didn't taught me, I know nothing about kitchens.” she murmured for me to get her closer and blindly focus my eyes to her spurted adorable lips.
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