Illegal Seduction

CHAPTER 13

LYNAIRE

From : Renlé

Good Evening. Have you had your dinner? Text me when you're not busy.

First message I received from him, it switched my fiddle due to what happened yesterday. My chest keeps on flapping a great nervous, it's growing until I throw my phone off to my bed. I crawl on it and took the soft and in sized pillow as I bury my face and play my knees.

It's always my fault. I'm failed, I'm not in codependency to tamed myself when it comes to him, he do barking even there's a suited case that I'm forbidding him to get in. He's impossible to destroy on, I claimed it that I'm always fell on grounds, kneeling for my overflowing defeat, it accumulates the whereabouts I pledge in myself before. Those were ate by this soil, I'm helpless, losing my hope to stop him doing what's the obvious mistakes.

A battle between my mind and heart always changes into an equal controversial. My heart has startled to turn upside down and be on side of what's my mind saying. It's difficult to release myself from being free, being not cuff and do what I'm still in curiosity to know.

“Miss Dominguez.” three times knocks, it occurred behind the door. There's miniature of typical kind of vase contained authentic and odd flowers that cannot be seen in here.

My bag display on the table where all of us three girls here have these, not far to my guess. My stomach crumpled and shattered my great wall into hunger. My feet sized the given slippers for me to used and quickly highlight the whole room.

White is so popular for every houses, but this rented land consist many styled of vendors; their products, goods, all controlling souvenirs have inclined exposed.

“I'm coming.” sigaw ko sunod na pinihit ang pinto papalabas.

Nadatnan ko ang kusina sa pinaka main nitong lugar na tumatagos hanggang sa tiyan ko ang amoy na kanilang niluluto para mas tumunog pa iyon at pahirapan akong itago 'yon.

“You're hungry?” natatawang hayag ng babaeng tumawag sa pangalan ko.

“Mhmm. I'm so much craving for food right now, where's the section yielding foods here?” maagap kong tanong sa kaniya, walang aberyang napatingin ito sa gilid ko.

“I'll go with you, may bibilhin din ako,” her back fawned me.

I go back to my room and get my wristlet as it exploiting a mere dirt I'm going to be lost if I am not with someone. Familiarising is not my likes, but my aversion to cast it out in my system.

HER footage goes to the clean underneath mat before she holds the knob of the lined shaped, she's waiting for me to enter before her.

Hinintay ko ito pagkapasok, tinungo ko ang menu na kakabigay pa lang ng sumalubong sa 'min na waiter. I visualized to them my order, I waited; both of this lady in front of mine waited for a long period of time.

I dwell my head to my set arms, willing to wait for my appetizers, canape and for my special side dish. I want the best for my dinner, I will fill my stomach because Mama Zyrene is not here to serve me but myself to find a way to be against to the famine about to shut me.

“Here's your order, Ma'am. Enjoy your dinner here.” maligayang banggit nito ngunit umusad agad ang tingin ko sa nakahandang pagkain.

The dipped friend chicken slightly congregate the real lurking hunger in my stomach, I darted my finger through it and dipped on the sauce.

“Eat now.” saad ko sa kasama ko at pinangkuha ito ng mga pagkain.

Inilapit ko sa kaniya ang iba at nagsimula na 'kong nguyain ang bawat putahe. I grind them each to my teeth, it ample sooth my hunger, I'm in liberal to paused myself from chewing food for a moment. Many minutes had passed but this girl across mine eating in a little bite.

“You don't like the food? It's quite good and tasty, don't worry. I'll give them a rank five over five for you. Just eat and don't stare at me, I'm not yet done eating, I'll let the food be goes down to my intestine.” mahinang sambit ko saka nagtaas ng mga kilay.

“Are..are you sure?”

“You're doubting, I guess. If you are, then don't.” simpleng wika ko para mapaiwas ito ng tingin sa 'kin.

“But, our cooker assessing the kitchen substance there.”

“If you're not hungry, don't eat. But if you are, must eat. I can't swell my patience for that long to wait for them to cook the food when I'm feeling my own worms eating me roughly.” namamaos at inaantok na untag ko, hinimas ko nang bahagya at marahan ang tiyan ko habang nakapikit ang mga mata.

Malinaw ang paligid, may mga kasama kami pero hindi katulad nila na kayang mag-ingay sa harap ng mga kasama. Iba ang kasama ko ngayon, ngunit inuna ko ang pagkagutom ko kesa tanungin ang pangalan nito.

“Wait. I will buy water.” there's no milk here and that's not a liquefied can ooze the stuffs inside my stomach down to blend and cuts into more swollen fine piece.

I'm gnawed by the cold atmosphere, I'm glued when there's an intricate group of person meeting together. Their ally's eyes clipped on me, each eyes repulse a curse for me to like and appreciate it.

Umatras ako sa pagkakahakbang ko at mabilis silang tinalikuran. Tumakbo ako habang mahigit na nakasakmal sa laylayan ng damit ko, linukob nang labis na pagka-praning ang isip ko, habang nilalamon nang unti-unti ang sarili ko matapos kong maramdaman ang pagkakahawak ng hindi rekognisadong tao sa likuran ko.

There's a crops in my chest harvested a sinister luck. My chest panting so hard as it laced further frivolous reaction after facing him with my hoping eyes.

“Lynaire.”

Kumalas ako sa pagkakahawak nito bago napaupo dahil sa kaba. Umupo rin ito, magkahawak ang mga kamay at itinagilid pa ang mukha na parang sinusuri ako. I glance at him, my self-esteem was ejected an ungraceful unity of vices because of those guys.

“Ayos ka lang? Bakit tumatakbo ka?” may pag-aalalang tanong nito bago ako hinawakan sa magkabila kong kamay para agapan ang panlalambot ng mga binti ko.

“I'm about to go to that area when I saw couple of guys looking at me with their plastered dark plan.. I want to drink now,” It's so difficult to exhale and inhale when I'm into this content of trouble.

Nauubusan ako ng hininga sa tuwing pinagsasabay ko ang pagsasalita at paghinga nang malalim. Kumawala sa akin ang pagiging praning, muli akong dumako sa paglalakad matapos ako nitong anyayahan.

“Where's the store here?” nalilitong tanong ko.

“There's no store in this part, Lynaire. Those while ago are not good person, and as you thought, they are gangster here. I hope your feet won't let you get in that land again, dahil kukunin ka nila at lulutuin.” pananakot nito pero kinurot ko ang balikat nito para mag-alpas ang bunganga niya ng ingay at kulot na reklamo.

HUNTER accompany me near the forefront of the base line of the house where we all live in. Hindi ko na nakita ang babaeng kasama ko kanina, binalikan namin ito sa kaninang lugar na pinag-iwanan ko sa kaniya pero wala na ito.

Nagpaalam ito na babalik na rin siya sa linya nila ng mga kasama niya. Diretso ang paglalakad ko, narating ko ang loob ng walang nahihimigang boses ng kahit na sino. Tahimik at parang walang nakatira maliban sa mga ilaw na naiwang nakasindi kasama na ang mga platong hindi pa tapos iayos sa malaking lamesa ay nawala na sa paningin ko ang kaninang ayos matapos kong pumasok sa silid ko at siniil nang mahigpit na yakap ang katabing unan ko.

I met Hunter while ago, I met that guy in the store where I'm with Kaizer that time. I feel him so close to me, parang kilala ko na ito pero walang bibig na bumuka maliban sa pagbigay ko ng number sa kaniya—iyong phone na hawak ko ngayon. Sinabi rin ni Mama sa kaniya sa phone na sa akin daw ito mag-message dahil hindi niya iyon babasahin ngayon.

It's passed seven in this evening and my acquaintance are still not voicing out from their place out there. I'm about to get up to stretch my arms when a knocked got my attention.

Inferior knock comes with a lost patience to turn into wild and rush one. I open the door, though did not pursue to push it over and welcome that person.

“Where the fvck did you go? Chelrie told me you're missing and almost of our classmates get out to search for you. Tapos nalaman ko pang kasama mo 'yong bagong lalaki mo.” mariin nitong pagkakasabi.

His brows creased, it shove for his way to have the stage freely and microphone to behold with his speech, his lips parted, tips lopsided and illuminates with vexing point for his last upon conveying an untamed look.

He came in without my permission, locking the door behind him, he then let our skin meet again, I'm scolding by his exquisite hands orbit around my waist as he put his messy hair to my shoulder.

“Sorry...Where have you been?” bulong nito sa tenga ko. Gasp rush to my throat and vocal it as I covered my mouth when he lift me up and lay our body down to bed.

“Baby..” his hands figuring the line i*********e to his every touches, from waist, thigh until it happened to goes up to my stomach.

His mouth gloated with his own, he express his muttered words to my ears, it flavoured his emotions, his uncontrollable feelings when he smack my butt as he roll me and face him.

“You always lie, baby.” pressing his lips to down to my neck and uphold a bite to it has dissolved my contradict mind to be in manifest to push him.

“You're my own liar little devil,” he croaked, behind my ears—he seethes his rise breath making me dig for his hair and dug in.

His arms enlaces around my waist, sphere of his breath running backward to my earlobes as it crawl inside my flesh to planted a goosebumps. It swallowed my metamorphic ideas when he naturally lick my jaw.

“Can you tell me about Renlé? It's free, you're free and I'm giving you a minutes to speak, Lynaire. I'm letting you showcase your explanation to simmer down this pent exasperation.” naglayag muli ang mga kamay nito patungo sa bewang ko at sunod na tinaas ang telang binabalot ang tiyan ko.

“Speak,” mariin nitong saad.

I flinch, his hatch orate on his voice motives to playwright with my body. His avenue comes to my waist, his lips pulsing together his tongue, exclusively harm my navel as his tongue sucks it, did not hold back but intensely play around it. He stroke and seared me a bulk of drift warmness.

“Speak, Lynaire,” may kapangyarihan nitong utos, dinaig pa ang pagiging magulang ko.

I blink for several times, I clench my knuckles as it knead with sources of his lush series of preceding session. He bear to hold my hand, the horizon has peered on me, it sits to my chest as a muffled moan drained through my mouth.

“Hmm... K-Kaizer..” I'm going to remove and get my hands back, it halted and removed the process of phases upon moving it to covered my mouth. He locked it instead, did not interrupt me to have my hands and cover my mouth.

I pull my back upwards when his hands comes so close to my thigh, the thin fabric was out sold to his breaths, it's facing my thing between my thigh, he impulsively look at my eyes, with his gritting and colored dark swings; I'm overrated to ruffle his mood.

“Renlé is...” bulong nito habang dahan-dahang naglalakbay ang hininga nito sa hita ko. The passed flared jeans I'm wearing was changed to a short shorts but it hustling, I'm degrading this sweats my temple creating, I deeply close my mouth, trying my best to not muttered any words everytime he's intending to meets my skin with his lips and tongue that actually blessed me inside but it's a real cursed outside.

“H-He's my...b-boyfriend, K-Kaizer..” impit kong sabi habang nakatingala, sinubukan kong kunin ang mga kamay ko ngunit mas lalong humigpit ang pagkakahawak nito sa mga 'yon.

He move his body, facing me while in the midst of my pair thigh, those promiscuous eyes blew a length of cuts good natured visuals. His biceps begun to conquer my both thigh, he spread it—locating my eyes more good closed to his.

My spine croaking for horizon to stop him, I can't contained my wholeness a drops of control when he's like this, his bewilder passion has arrived. I'm bending my head up, raising my uneasy mouth in apart as I moan for his name when he play with my craft inside my shorts. He set aside my underwear, he pull his two fingers to be get inside.

“Say it again, baby..” namamaos kong rinig na aniya.

Nagluluksa ang kalamnan ko sa pait na nagmumuo dahil sa pagpilit kong huwag umusbong ang ungol dito. Ipinilig ko ang ulo sa kanan at napapa-angat ang katawan dahil sa bigla nitong paggalaw ng hindi sinasabi.

“He's.... Ohh,” I want to slap myself.

“What?” he said, the monopoly has jailed to his mouth, through this room, I can't afford to close my mouth. Because the i*********e happening right now become opposite to what I'm avoiding to happen.

He get my both wrist, he settled those up and watch me biting my lips to stopped the hole of my throat marking a kinky moan.

Half of me convulsing, wants him to be in favour to cross my spots, I want him to move with fast and average speed as I get to feel the thing craving my mind to reach it.

He loot my core, he clipped his eyes to mine when I shoot with his in accident. It prone his aversion towards the words I have spoken.

“I hate you, baby...” he whisper. His movements plunder lazily. I arch my body, my gaze to him melts when he jeered an outcast through functioning.

“Faster, K-Kaizer..” pakiusap ko, hirap na makagalaw dahil sa pagkakahawak ng mga kamay ko sa bandang uluhan ko gamit ang isa.

“I still hate you, baby...” it went fast, playing with my spot. He hit it with his evident lustful intersect to his eyes. I sway my eyes, my neck bend more, I felt my own self there's something coming.

He taken the absence and move with more rapid, more strength with a seethes had arranged for us to build a moan in unison. He remove his hands as my wrist freely hold and scratch for his hair on top, I push his fluffy and soft hair, every thrust it consist many repulsion got me about to explode.

I dug my nails to his hair, my back is arching as my spines prose with excitement upon coming. His fingers enlarged to my core, he keeps on hitting my spot, he dipped until I embrace myself to his fully as my thigh quickly convulse.

He catch my back, he pull his self up and put it to my side as he smear the strands of my fallen hair in front and lick his finger contained the white liquid.

“Taste good,” kisses hover, it damp me to follow his lip's movements. My arms contact his neck as the peevish of his thick lips sheered, his luminous-taste lips taste like heaven.

EIGHT o'clock, the moon split with it's structure upon billowing itself and formulate a convenience for me to stay at up. It's waxing crescent phases have illuminates its left side. The lights of moon is half, stars helps it to evolve an instances of delight in surface.

“Lynaire, tara na. Hindi kaba sasama? Nando'n rin si Lorwin kasama ang iba pa, ang kaso wala ro'n si Kaizer, sinamahan 'yung coach sa paghahanap ng seafoods.” Kelwin get his hands inside his pocket.

Sumunod ako sa kaniya, nasa likod niya 'ko ngunit ng marating namin ang tabi ng dagat ay mas naging praning ang isip ko, ang eatruktura ng pagiging kalmado ay naturang naging balisa. Hindi nakaligtas sa pandinig ko ang mga salitang lumalabas sa kanilang makating bunganga, walang kapaguran ang pagbibigay nila ng puri base sa nasaksihan.

“Sh-it! Lynaire.” Kelwin form to hold my arms, his eyes clouded as he defect his eyes to those girls, group of guy from surroundings—wearing their attire; hawaiian shorts while their face drew a something accurate to describe they are enjoying to be here.

“Kung liligaya ka~ sa piling ng iba~” nadatnan namin ang may hawak ng mikropono ang kambal ni Kelwin, ang lalaking nagmamalaking mataas ang IQ na ngayon ay kumakanta na parang walang ibang kasama.

Bumukod ako sa katabi, tinungo ko ang puwesto sa tabi ni Lorwin ay sunod na kinuha ang mangkok na may pop corn. The screen shows the lyrics of the song he is performing, he is the host for tonight. His voice awaken Kelwin's vein to smack him on his shoulder.

I dunk my mouth the given glass of plain water. Mukha silang lasing kahit na tubig lang ang nakakalat sa ibabaw ng lamesa. Puros mga boses na may kasamang sigaw ng suporta ang naririnig ko, naging dalubhasa rin sa pag-awit ang katabi kong si Lowrin na ginawa ng contrata ng libre ang pag-akbay sa 'kin habang umaawit nang nagkukuwaring may ipinaparating.

Each volunteered eyes smiles faded when the range of guilty and marred has set apart. I left my mouth linking with water inside my mouth, his capes cluster an glittering and handsome kind. Diretso sa harapan namin ni Lorwin ang tungo nito, mabilis nitong pinausog si Lorwin papalayo sa 'kin.

“I said to you to wait for me, but your excitements regime in your thoughts again.” he heads up, it's his mini purse lips.

His eyes blend with suffered joy, it pasted and for ever to be it as he spoil his head to my neck, him for being this kind is not anymore a monster.

Tinulak ko siya para umayos ito ngunit mas dinikit pa niya ang sarili niya sa 'kin kasabay ng pagsubson ng mukha nito sa leeg ko. He is spilling a scorching breaths down to my entanglement with tickles.

“Lorwin is singing, Kaizer.” tinabig ko ang kamay nito sa bewang ko at itinulak pa ang ulo nito, mula sa kaninang pagkakasandal sa akin, nauwi naman ang puwesto nito malayo sa 'kin.

He is talking with random mates, his teeth casing with fresh jagged sized. Uneven absence socialized with me, my nose twitch as I scratch it and did not move my head to see him talking for long with those girls out there.

I'm with Lorwin, watching him singing, how his drunk voice wasting it through dragging out his unidentified talent. My lips burst out in laugh when he raise his voice but still not hitting the high notes, it hoarsely torn the whole song. The score still got above seventy points and still not proud, he admitted to everybody that he will not let anybody touch the mic as his exchanged until he got a perfect score.

“Lorwin, you're exhaust na.” saad ko para mapatingin ito sa 'kin.

“No, I have multiple energy hides still in my body, gorgeous.” sumablay pa ito sa pagdalo sa ngiti dahil sa pagkakatama ng boteng walang laman sa sentido nito.

“Lorwin.” Kaizer crouch, he sit beside me and get my waist off near to Lorwin.

“Kaizer, what's the problem? Are you drunk?! I hate you, I hate you. Get out!” I push him and get up.

I distance myself away from him, the entrance sewed with welcome marked. I approached it, I got out inside this room and set my irritation aside as the winds refreshen my mood.

I lift my feet up to encourage to step. Mabilis akong naglakad matapos kong marinig ang muling pagtawag ni Kaizer sa pangalan ko.

“I swear to this cloud, this water, sand and all around. You will not see the sun rising tomorrow, I will let you taste heaven and feel it until you woke in afternoon but cripple and hard to get up.” banta nito sa malayo.

Tinahak ko ang daan patungo sa harap ng malaking bahay ng hindi na naririnig ang sinabi nito. Walang pakialam kong sinalubong ang buhangin na maapakan ng mga paa ko. I run, race with the guy behind my back threatening me in bulks of statements.

“You're brave, Lynaire. It means, you're ready to taste heaven...” his scents drown me, his hands had slipped around my waist from my back, his tongue get out from his mouth and collide with the skin on my nape.