LYNAIRE
His head bow so heavily. His breath emitting down to my collar as his arms never pull it off from being knot, I grunt when his lips scratched to my sensory part on neck.
Inabangan ko ang kamay nito ay inalis sa pagkakapulupot sa bewang ko. May halong inis kong diniin ang pagkakahawak ko sunod ng kaniyang pag-ungol.
“Mhh..” his skin was now uncovered, his neck fully unrequited for me to not abuse.
I flapped my palm to his cheek and pinch it as he groaned, I chuckle and did not noticed it. Bumalik ulit ito sa pagkakatulog at mabigat kong sinapo ang ulo nito na nasa balikat ko.
“I lost my appetite..” nakasimangot kong bulong sa tenga nito dahilan para maalimpungatan siya at itingala iyon. His eyes swelling from obscuring range, his hands scratch it as it become fit clear.
“Say it again.” malalim na bigkas nito.
“I lost my appetite.” bulong ko sa kaniya.
“Say it again,” pursed his lips, eyes off to mine and goes down to my lips. His drenched lower lips squeak on my mind to spice it up.
“I-I...” maagap kong inihilig ang mukha ko sa leeg nito at hindi na pinansin ang sinabi nito.
“You're lost, baby. Say it again, I dare you..” mas lalo akong napanguso sa sinabi nito bago ko mas pinulupot ang mga braso ko sa leeg niya at dinikit ang katawan.
“You smudged my moment, I hate you.” I coaxed.
“No, I paint it,”
“You ruined.”
“I colored.”
“You turn it upside down,”
“Not really..” inaantok na aniya, ramdam ko ang paghikab nito dahil sa paggalaw ng kaniyang braso sa likuran ko.
“I don't think I can't freely do my routine if you're cuffing me like this, Kaizer.” pahayag ko.
My left arms approach his hair from the bottom. I curl my fingers on it and play as it continues on tweaking through it.
“I should have to swim and not stay here with you.” I roll my eyes.
“Your skin was affected by that incidents, Lynaire. You can't do that,” inilayo ko ang sarili ko sa kaniya kasunod ng pag-a-adjust ng mga binti ko papalayo.
“I need to apply my ointment pa, can you—”
“Sure.”
“Not that, you'll going off na, Kaizer. I need to finish what I'm doing while ago.” panunulak ko sa braso niya.
Tumayo na 'ko upang magtungo sa higaan, at kinuha ang ointment. I sat down and get my knees. I look at him with a vexation after I caught him looking back at me with his equal eyes.
“What?”
“Come here.” paypay ko sa kaniya para mabilis itong sumunod at humarap sa 'kin nang nakapamulsa pa.
“Bend your body a bit,” nakangiting sambit ko para umiling ito ay yumuko.
I twist his earlobe and flicked it. Mas diniin nito ang pagkakayuko ng ulo nito kaya napadapo ang puwersa nito sa pagkakalaglag ng likod ko sa higaan.
“You're heavy, Kaizer. Stand up, I need to apply this. My burnt skin will turn swollen.” may tinis na boses kong pahayag para dumako ang mga kamay nito sa braso ko.
“Still hurting?”
Tumango ako kahit na hindi ako sigurado kung makikita niya 'yon pero ng sapuin ng kamay nito ang bewang ko saka iginalaw ang katawan para itabi iyon sa akin ay nagpapahiwatig siyang gusto niya ulit makita ang tinugon ko.
“I want to try to apply organic med to that pain of yours to diminish it even slowly.” I indent a space in the middle as I swerve my eyes from him to the ceiling.
“Lynaire is only for Kaizer, and Kaizer is only for Lynaire...” he whispered.
My stomach filled with his hands. His palm begun to stroke and slowly check up on it through massaging and flapping up, narrow space was detected by his hand and occupied it as he turn his head to me with a tainted smile.
“Lynaire is suited only for me,” Bulong ulit nito habang patuloy sa maingat nitong paghawak sa balat ko na dinadaanan ng kaniyang isang kamay habang ang isa ay nakapuwesto na sa likuran ko matapos ilusot iyon.
“Lynaire?” ibinaling ko papaharap sa kaniya ang ulo ko.
“Kaizer.” I gulp and keeps on trying to abduct a sheet when his eyes never go away to me. Kinakabahan akong umaatras ngunit isang hila nito sa braso ko ay nauwi ako sa pagkakahawak sa dibdib nito habang ang noo ko ay sapo-sapo ng kaniyang kamay malapit sa baba.
“I hate you.” naiinis na bulong ko sa kaniya at tumayo nang dahan-dahan.
“Can I ask?” sunod nitong tanong para mapatingin ako sa kaniya.
My brows clenched together as he interlace his arms back to my waist and pull close to him as we both face each other but I was pursued by humidity to crossed my eyes next to ceiling but my attention is focusing on him.
“About what?”
“About you and Ashlyn. Why you're not looks like her? Hindi ba dapat kapag magkapatid, dapat magka-mukha? Why the both of you have that strange looks?” diretsong tanong nito at mas yinakap pa ang bewang ko at inihilig ang ulo sa dibdib ko.
“Do we need to have a looks likewise to be said we're sisters?” takang tanong ko para maramdaman ko ang paggalaw ng ulo niya.
“Hmm. You need to be looks alike.”
“Why? I'm not pretty as hers and—”
“Because you're a goddess.” napatahimik ako at hinawakan ang braso nito.
I'm overwhelmed, feel rejuvenated.
“I'm not either kind or generous.” mabilis kong tugon.
“Because you're soul telling otherwise, you'll see how people believe on what they see than the told one.” bulong nito sa leeg ko.
“I'm bad and according to you I'm a devil. So I should go to inferno, then?”
“I'll chase you there, then.”
“Am I really devil?” pang-uulit ko para makasigurado.
“Yes, my own devil.”
“How about you, an angel?”
“No, more heinous than that.” usal nito para mapatingin ako sa kaniya.
“You're wicked, more avaricious, a not kind, a demon, a bad influence, paltry and lousy?” sagot ko sa kaniya ngunit mas sinikipan nito ang paraan ng pagyakap niya na tumaas pa sa likod ng balikat ko sunod na inilapit sa kaniya.
“No, that's mean.”
“Yeah, I hate mean person too.”
“You hate yourself, then?”
“No, I love myself. I pour beautiful quotation to my self before I step on.” pagmamalaki ko para matawa ito.
I succumb my face to his neck and smell his scents. I bury my nose and dipped a small kiss below his ear as he tighten his gripped to my waist.
My feelings are partying, it revolve by good menace and a revel spree of his delusional thoughts. Napahawak ako sa batok nito ng sunod nitong igalaw ang katawan at iangat nang bahagya sa 'kin.
“Kissing you is mean?”
Kumunot ang noo ko sa sinabi nito ngunit naging kasunod no'n ang lasong nagwaging sakupin ang buong laman ko at sayang hindi ko mapangalanan dahil sa bawat galaw ng labi nito ay napapangiti ito.
I cling my arms to pull his close and smile. He reaches on my top while claiming my lips, he set aside the further fabric as my underwear revealed.
Moving out off place to my lips until it goes down to my jaw. His kisses let my own body be betray, I'm planning to decline but it holds the weight to answer it and respond.
“K-Kaizer...” ungol ko dahil sa pagbaba ng halik nito sa collar ko kasama ang paghaplos ng kamay nito pababa sa tiyan ko para mahawakan nito ang mahapding bahagi ng balat ko.
“Mhmm..” the sculpture of his skin gouge on my top to grind it with mine.
My hands place down to his as he—himself remove his top before he persistently blow me a kiss, planted and flooded me a kisses to my entire face, in other feelings, I want to exclaim for his name due to his touches I'm so deep now.
He deviates his touches to my thigh causing my back arch. My mouth shielded by his lips when I'm about to groaned, he lick and bite my lower lip as he slid his tongue inside my mouth while locking my wrist through his up.
Panay ang pag-iling ng ulo ko dahil sa sensasyong pumupuno sa bawat parte ko na kaniyang nahahawakan at nagagasgasan ng kaniyang balat.
Mariing kong hinawakan ang dibdib nito matapos matinag sa isang katok mula sa pinto.
“K-Kaizer..” I stammered, my voice ends up being mixed with the complex visual.
He did not move, his eyes never moved as his breath changed but further yanks me and deepen the kisses. Mariin itong napahawak sa batok ko at pumatong sa ibabaw ko habang hawak ang mga pulso ko.
“You're mine, Lynaire. Kaizer is owned by Lynaire,” he muttered. His lips seeks for my lips for another round.
“I-It's Ashlyn... Stop, Kaizer.” nahihirapang bulong ko bago itinulak ang katawan nito papalayo.
I stood up and fix my tops, he messed the fabric. Iniwasan kong ibaling sa kaniya ang tingin ko at dumiretso sa pinto. Bago ko pa man iyon maipihit ay muli akong napasandal sa pader at sinalo ng mga braso niya.
Lips lingered and so much losing my sanity from being in actual. His hands snaked my waist as his other hands begun to move, it roams like a water sluice over my skin.
The leech by the tie of both ends of my robe was pulled off. He lift me without getting interrupt by that knocked, he again put me down the bed and soak his self to me. His lips never leave as his hands didn't feel tedious.
His breath sulking with fire, his hands surrounds by blazing coal as his kisses covered with a monstrous hunger. I can't remove his hands, I tried to move and move my body but have been swept my skin. He bite and suck repeatedly.
Sinusubukan kong alisin ang mga kamay kong hawak nito sa uluhan ko ay pilit lang ako nitong idinidiin sa kama. Tumatagos hanggang kaibuturan ko ang mga haplos niya, hindi ko matanggihan ang kaniyang mga labi hanggang sa maramdaman ko ang daliri niya sa hita ko.
He slid and set off the left fabric. I buck, my stomach has communicated with feverish, his game become hungry. I'm in my own end, my own finish line being the contradict when I suffered to not respond and tried to remove the cuffed of his hands.
My knees filtered by his fingertips, he smoothly smear it, touch, slowly flicking and flapped and about to insert.
“K-Kai..”
“It's okay, baby. You're mine.” mabilis kong iniangkla ang mga braso ko sa paligid ng leeg nito at sa batok nito doon kumapit.
Scorching melts me, our breath collide as he insert his one finger to my core. He slid in and breathlessly move in low pace, lazily focus when I shrill and bite the piece fixed part of his neck.
“You're so tight.” namamaos nitong bulong sa labi ko at siniil iyon.
Throbbing plastered to each seconds, it bloom and faster than the passed moments.
My own sweats tugging down my body, his finger inside me has thrusting further, more deep and fast. He clinch with it, as I hold to his strength and surrender my melting affirmed self.
“That was good.” he raspy said before clustering our lips and press my thigh as he spread them and settled for his self to be placed on.
I grab his hair and dig it as his tongue waded to my crater. He slightly turn it into slow pace as he parted my thigh more.
“Ohhh... K-Kaizer.. ” I moaned, my own spine is squealing for him, his time to roll and toast his soft and delirious tongue to my crater as he insert it and keeps on searching deeply on it.
Convulsed erupted, something liquefied have flooded down to my core as I tingled with that play. Muli kong naramdaman ang pagdila nito sa b****a ng k-selanan ko, ang inaakala kong pahinga na ay muling nauwi sa gano'ng lagay. Masyadong mabilis ngunit nakakapaso sa tuwing hahawakan ko ang braso nito patungo sa likod at mapakalmot dahil sa sensasyong umaanib sa katawan ko.
Sappy solution has released, he lick, kiss and bite my core like it's his best kind of nature to preserved. I yelp, my viscous thigh stick together, I closed it and keeps on pushing his head off with a little force.
“Stop na...” nahihirapan kong bulong matapos nitong ibalik muli ang ulo sa k-selanan ko at muling tinapat ang dila sa b****a ko.
“K-Kiazer...”
“One last round, baby...” sore voice ventured.
One more slick, bite, the traction has collided and got dissolved to changed it into an extract the way he sweep my core through his soft and pulpy tongue.
“It's still reddish..” namamaos na saad nito habang hinihimas ang parteng napaso ako ng mainit na sabaw kanina.
“It's hurt, don't touch it, please.” but I forgot I'm burnt while doing that thing.
“I'm not touching it, I'm scrubbing it. I want to kiss it to reduce the pain..” malambing pang untag nito bago tumabi sa 'kin at hinapit ang bewang ko papa lapit sa kaniya kasabay ng pag-alsa ng kumot sa ibabang parte ko.
“Should I take a bath again? I feel to sticky.” mahinang sabat ko at inihilig ang ulo ko sa leeg niya kasama ang mga brasong naka-ayos na sa leeg niya.
“With me?”
“No! That's outrageous na,”
Umalis ako sa pagkakayakap nito dala ang kumot. Ang robang nasa lapag ay hindi ko na pinulot pa at diniretso ang lakad papasok sa bathroom.
“Kaizer, can you get me another robe in my cabinet? Make it faster,” sigaw ko sa naka-awang pang pinto.
I heard his steps leads forward to the cabinet I'm referring to. For his reference now, he can easily spot my robe on because I don't have that many things.
“If you need help, I'm here willing to get inside to rub your body and to shared for another—”
Binato ko ang nakita kong box ng tissue para mapatigil ito at inabangan ang paparating na bagay sa kaniya saka ito tumawa na parang nang-aasar pa.
I closed the door with a fury motion. My limb overflowed by the weakness as it slowly kneel. Tinukod ko ang mga kamay ko habang inaayos ang isip ko.
This is dangerous.
More risk I need to taken by this far.
Kaizer is a flirty person now..
and that's sucks of me for letting him spread my thigh to have an access.
I hate every piece of that thought, and I despise my self for screaming and moaning his name like I'm begging for more. I was entangled by this corner, this is my shelter now and the tiger outside it starting to guard his prey.
“Baby...” from the mat hinged down in forefront the bathroom, I was overturn by his arms end enfolded those to my waist. His chin rest to my shoulder while his lips lively drenching my neck through his small kisses.
“I'll borrow this room muna, Kaizer. You can go out na.” saad ko matapos kong maalis ang braso nito.
“Are you okay?”
“Ashlyn is outside, have a bond with her, Kaizer.” naiinis kong pahayag para ipaharap ako nito sa kaniya at siniil ang labi.
“The thing I will never do.” he whispered, he caress my tip and ogle with an invitation of his kisses. His kinky hands formed and now heading to my stomach and seek for the tie.
“The thing you'll never do,” saad ko kasabay ng pagpigil sa kamay niyang nakuha ang dulo ng tali.
“That's my favorite, baby..” he frowned, his eyes marred with sadness as his pupil increase its shaped.
“That's fatal and lethal,” lumayo ako sa kaniya at kumuha ng masusuot na damit.
Matapos ng ilang minuto lumabas ako ng hindi ito kasama, sinabi niyang gusto niyang sumabay ngunit hindi ako pumayag.
Nadatnan ko si Ashlyn na nakasandal sa couch, mabigat ang ulo niya dahil nakalaylay ito habang ang mga binti ay nakapatong sa ibabaw ng lamesa.
“Ashlyn...” she turn her face and stood with her knees up as she come forward to me.
Mabilis niyang hinawakan ang mga braso ko at sinusuri ang katawan ko. Nangunot ang mga noo ko dahil sa pag-ngiti nito, kakaiba ang dating dahil mas malawak ito.
“Okay kana pala, Ate.”
“Where's Mama?” tanong ko sa kaniya habang inalis ang mga kamay niya saka naglakad patungo sa kusina.
“Inside the restroom, Lynaire.” Mama screamed.
“B-Bakit namamaga 'yang mga mata mo?” takang tanong ko matapos kong mapansin ang mga mata nitong mugto na.
“Hindi ba mamayang five o'clock ang uwi mo? Napaaga ka?” I enquired.
My teeth gritted as I saw her about to cry again. Ashlyn looks so vulnerable, I hurriedly to catch her and pat her shoulder as she take a sit and hovered a weeps.
“I can't contact Kaizer, Ate..”
“I-I don't know...” bulong ko habang hindi makatingin sa kaniya nang diretso. Hawak nito ang kamay ko pinisil-pisil iyon animong nagmamakaawa.
Kaizer didn't let me know about this.
“Hindi rin niya 'ko sinundo kanina, t-tapos....t-tapos ang sabi pa ng mga kaklase niya maaga daw itong l-lumabas.” the ambiance palliate me. My hands urge to fuddle, my throat cast a punishment for me to not speak.
Natuyuan ako ng laway habang patuloy kong hinihimas ang balikat nito dahil sa pagtangkang magluha ng kaniyang mga mata.
“I'll just go upstairs,” I warble to make her feel appease. It is otherwise when it's me; it baffled me.
I located my room though stumbling my feet. I see my self being the culprit here, everytime Ashlyn's words come in my mind—it exhausting me. It deploy me the concerned of hers Kaizer is not acting as usual to her.
Binuksan ko ang pinto at patuloy lang ang paglalakad ko na inabangan ni Kaizer. His lips reminded me my mistakes, his hair marking me, this should not happened while his kisses dipping an enamour sense for me to respond on.
He's here, laced his arms round the shaped of my waist and blanched his tip a worry.
“You look sad.” because I'm hurting na...
I don't know how to push you away and I admit it. I'm in my rational to feel Ashlyn's emotion, how can I push you when you keeps on pulling the string forward to me and remove those devise in my head to convey a good and mutual-like feelings.
Lull rhythm revolve to my head, my hands was paralyzed when he tighten it more and kiss the back of it like he is showing my worth for him.
“Ashlyn is crying...” nahihirapang bulong ko habang katapat ito sa pagkakaupo sa mahabang couch habang hawak nito ang mga kamay ko at dina-dampian pa ng mga halik.
“I know,” sa simpleng salita niya para akong nalulumpo, kung alam niya na sana hindi na siya nagpunta dito.
I feel guilty..
“She's looking for you, waiting for your calls and she hoped that you'll fetch her, but you're here, Kaizer.” I voiced out and remove my hands to his.
“You're crying. Your eyes swelling your empathy towards others while they thinking otherwise to you, dwell your self upon how you must upgrade the moments for your entire life, baby..” he softly spoke. It was anticipated by an ardent kiss, he carry me to taken his lap.
“I'm planning to answer, Renlé..”
“You can't do that, Lynaire.”
“You can't..” namamaos na ang boses nito, nakadikit ang ilong nito sa collar ko habang napapatingala ako dahil sa init ng hininga nito.
It permeated down to my chest and to the curved of my breast. He alleviate the spherical mistakes to a little fruit, easy to bite and eat.
“Ashlyn likes you...”