Chapter 34
For a couple of days I waited. I waited for him to call me, to appear, to be here with me. And I will be lying if I say I'm fine waiting. At the end of the day, kahit hindi 'man siya mag-appear, I'd still wait the other day. Ito 'yong sinasabi ko. I'm gonna be his f*****g pet.
Huminga ako nang malalim at itinalukbong sa ulo ko ang hood ng jacket. I started walking away from his house. It has been my daily routine. I'll wake up, go to his place, and wait until the sky gets dark. Because I'd regret it if ever he come back and I wasn't here because I chose not to hurt myself any longer.
I chuckled, but what difference does it make though. Either way I'm hurting myself. Whether I wait or not, it will sill hurt me.. kasi wala ka dito.
Heading home I took the shortcut. Pero hind
