It's true, I'm really pregnant with Xian's child. Hindi ko mailarawan kung ano ang nararamdaman ko kanina habang pinapanood ito sa manitor ng aking OB nang magpa-transabdominal ultrasound ako. Hindi pa man gaanong nakikita ang mga parte ng katawan nito ay umiinit na ang puso ko. I didn't expect it to feel this way. I was hurting because of this child, I was so sure I couldn't bear it. But right now, I just want it to grow and come out so I can see it with my eyes, so I can hug it, so I can feel it. Ganito ang pakiramdam ng isang ina? I am teary eyed, my heart is beating fast, I couldn't believe it. Hindi pa ako handa pero ngayon ay nasisiguro kong pipilitin kong maging handa. My mom treated me as her precious child, she never failed to tell me how happy she was when she found out that s

