Gun Drake Fernandez ~
My life had been f****d up since my mother passed away.
I don't know why am I still f*****g alive, iniisip ko na sana ako na lang ang namatay. I keep on wishing to go back in time, but it's impossible.
My intermittent explosive disorder started when my Mom passed away. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nagkaganito... Maybe, I'm still guilty about what happened. My Mom was dying in my arms when we both got to that f*****g car accident.
I felt so foolish that time, wala akong nagawa kundi ang umiyak habang nasa mga bisig ko siya, naghihintay lang ako ng tulong, nung mga panahong 'yon, inutil ako at walang kwenta.
What the am I saying? I'm still worthless until now. My life is worthless, dapat ako yung namatay. Dapat ako 'yon, but f**k life. I survived, I f*****g surviv
