After that family dinner with Lianne, I didn’t manage to talk with my father since he avoided me so that he could rest in his room. That night was already draining for me, too. At mukhang hindi pa siya handang sabihin sa akin kaya hinayaan ko na lang muna siya sa gusto niya. Nagawa ko namang itanong kay Nina ang tungkol sa nangyari kay Dad dahil nag-aalala pa rin naman ako bilang anak niya. Kaming dalawa na lang naman ni Ama ang magkasama, hindi ko na gusto na pabayaan na lang siya sa desisyon niyang ilihim sa ‘kin ‘yon. But when I found out about it, I didn’t know how to feel at that time because Lianne lied to me. It just made me awful. And who would have thought that she could do that? Nagawa niya akong paikutin na mamamatay na si Ama, ‘yon pala hindi naman totoo. She really knows

