Chapter 1: The Eviction and the Empty Pockets
"If you tug at that bloody skirt any harder, the fabric is going to stage a rebellion and split itself in two, darling," Ollie said, slamming his chipped coffee mug onto the kitchen counter. His dramatic tone was meant to lighten our desperate situation, but it wasn't working.
I stared at my reflection in the mirror. The dark circles under my eyes were the most cruel proof of my sleepless nights and the dark scenarios constantly spinning in my head. It had been exactly eight months since I graduated at the top of my class. Eight months. It sounded easy to say, but those months had turned into a living hell where my hopes were crushed beneath the merciless gears of this massive city, my pride chipping away with every passing day.
"Do you think the skirt is too short?" I asked hopelessly, tugging the hem of the black pencil skirt closer to my knees. "I mean, is it too provocative for a serious job interview? What if they try to test me for a secretarial role instead of a marketing executive again? Ollie, I am so tired of fetching coffee and pretending not to hear the sleazy remarks of old men."
Ollie swooped over to me, his fluffy, ostentatious pink dressing gown billowing behind him, and forcefully pulled my hands away from the skirt. "Sweetie, just because you interviewed with a bunch of visionless morons who didn't deserve your brilliant brain or your university degree doesn't mean you have to compromise your style.You are a star. You just haven't stepped onto the right stage yet." He placed his hands on my shoulders and looked directly into my eyes through the mirror. "Today, you are going to that corporation, you are going to walk through those doors in all your glory, and you are going to get that job. Otherwise, our vile landlord Mr.Henderson is going to kick us to the curb tonight, and trust me, this silk gown of mine is absolutely not suited for sleeping on the streets next to the rubbish bins."
Even though his words were funny, the hard, thorny lump in my throat made it difficult to swallow. We were three months behind on rent. Between the few pennies Ollie made from tips at his part-time bartending gig and the loose change I scraped together doing daily survey jobs, we could only afford pasta and the minimum payments on our utility bills. Poverty was a soul-gnawing monster, an entity that made you feel like an elephant was sitting on your chest every morning you woke up, completely disregarding your pride—and that monster was about to break our door down.
"I'll get it," I whispered, trying more to convince the scared, desperate girl in the mirror. "I have to get this job. If I come back empty-handed today, I really don't know what I'll do. Maybe I'll sell a kidney, huh? Black market prices aren't too shabby."
"Shush," Ollie said, pressing his index finger against my lips and rolling his eyes. "No negativity. You're ruining the energy of the universe, swallowing all my positive vibrations like a black hole right now. Now put on those heels, square your shoulders, take a deep breath, and go blow the mind of that arrogant HR director at Sterling Holdings. Go get 'em, tiger!"
Sterling Holdings.
The colossal, freezing glass tower rising arrogantly to pierce the sky right in the heart of Canary Wharf. It wasn't just the biggest corporate conglomerate in the city, but one of the most ruthless in the entire country.And the owner of the empire was that dark man whose name was whispered in legends, cutthroat business deals, and splashed across the covers of society magazines: Julian Sterling. Of course, I had no business with him, nor could I ever. He was someone who lived at the peak where the gods resided, while I was just a mortal ant trying to gather crumbs on the ground. My only concern was snatching that open, ordinary assistant position in the marketing department.
As I left the flat and walked to the bus stop, the suffocating morning traffic, exhaust fumes, and the gray London air felt like they were crushing me. Being packed like sardines into two different buses, followed by the jolting, airless crowd of the Tube, drained all my energy and whatever confidence I had left before I even stepped into the interview. Finally, I stopped when I reached the massive, gleaming revolving glass doors of the headquarters. I tilted my head back and stared up at the endless glass tower. This was an entirely different universe. Men in bespoke suits walking through the doors, women wearing the latest collections of luxury brands without a single hair out of place, the heavy scent of expensive perfumes reeking of wealth lingering in the air... I felt like a tiny, gray, cheaply dressed fish that had accidentally tumbled into this massive ocean.
Taking a deep, shaky breath, I stepped through the revolving doors. Just giving my name to the icy-eyed,model-like woman at the reception desk was nerve-wracking enough. She scanned me from head to toe, from my cheap skirt to my slightly scuffed heels, and then, without moving a single muscle in her face, told me to go up to the twenty-second floor. My heart was pounding so hard I thought it would shatter my ribcage.
The silent tension inside the elevator made my stomach churn. When it reached the twenty-second floor and the doors slid open, I instantly realized I had stepped into the middle of sheer chaos. The HR floor was like a war zone. Elegantly dressed assistants were sprinting down the corridors clutching files, phones were ringing incessantly, and dozens of candidates crammed into the waiting lounge were sizing each other up with tense,ambitious, and hostile glares.
"Excuse me," I said to an assistant rushing past me, wrestling with a tablet. "I had an interview for the marketing department at ten o'clock. My name is Lily. Lily Harper."
The girl stopped and looked at me with a blank, even slightly irritated expression. The bags under her eyes were just as dark as mine. "The system crashed! All the interview schedules and appointments are mixed up.We can't find anyone's digital files right now, there's an error in our servers. Just go sit in the waiting lounge,and if your name is called manually, you'll go in!" she snapped, leaving me stranded in the middle of that cold marble corridor.
If it's called? It was already past ten. My landlord's shrill, furious voice and Ollie's desperate eyes echoed in my mind and ears. I couldn't wait. I couldn't risk sitting on that cold chair for three, maybe five hours, completely forgotten in a corner, melting away among those fiercely ambitious candidates. I cast my eyes around. At the very end of the corridor, I saw a darker, larger door that read 'Management - Interview Room 1'. It was slightly ajar, and not a single sound was coming from inside.
A dangerous impulse suddenly flared inside me. Maybe I could introduce myself directly to the person in charge inside without waiting for the system to be fixed. If I appeared confident, if I took the initiative and stood before them, it might impress them. What did I have to lose anyway? I already had absolutely nothing to lose,not a single penny, not a shred of hope left.
Quickening my pace, I tried to muffle the sharp clacks of my heels on the thick carpet as I made my way toward the room at the end of the dim corridor. Pushing the door gently and slipping inside, I instantly realized this was no ordinary interview room. My breath caught in my throat. This place was... massive. Through the floor-to-ceiling windows, the entire London skyline stretched out beneath my feet, as if bowing to the owner of this room. Dark walnut wood tones, custom black leather armchairs, a heavy, dominant, masculine aura... and behind the colossal desk in the very center of the room stood a man, his back turned to me, hands shoved deep into his pockets as he stared out at the view.
A midnight-black bespoke suit flawlessly wrapped his broad shoulders, exuding an upright, uncompromising,predatory stance as if he ruled the entire city.
"Um... Hello," I managed to say. I couldn't stop my voice from trembling or my throat from going completely dry."I'm so sorry to interrupt, but the assistants outside are in a complete meltdown, the system crashed, and my interview..."
The man turned toward me slowly, as silently and dangerously as a panther turning on its prey. And in that moment, I felt all the air violently drain from my lungs. Flawless, sharp jawlines as if carved by a master sculptor... Dark, slightly messy black hair... And pitch-black, bottomless eyes resembling an abyss that instantly made a person feel naked, defenseless, and trapped. Could a person's gaze be this cold, this devastating?
"Who are you?" he asked. His voice was like a dangerous whisper echoing from the depths, bouncing off the walls and seeping straight into my skin.
He looked at me with such condescension, such icy superiority, that the inferiority and desperation I had been accumulating for months suddenly morphed into a strange, uncontrollable rage. I was already sick of being rejected, humiliated, and having my potential ignored. So, this HR director was just another one of them. An arrogant, white-collar corporate fascist who looked down on people from his ivory tower.
"I'm Lily," I said, lifting my chin in defiance. I pressed my purse against my chest like a shield. "I'm here for the marketing position. Look, I know there's a huge crisis out there, your system might have crashed, but I don't have the luxury to sit in that lounge for hours waiting on your royal whim. Do you understand? To you, this might just be another ordinary file on a desk, an ordinary interview, but I have a vital need for this job! For months I’ve been trying to stroke the egos of visionless people like you who sit in their luxurious leather chairs,making snap decisions about people's lives in seconds. I am good enough; in fact, I am more hardworking than all those candidates outside wearing designer labels paid for by daddy's money. I just want a bloody chance. Your company's lack of organization and your crashed system is not my fault!"
I was out of breath. The words had tumbled from my mouth like a waterfall, an explosion of anger, and I hadn't been able to stop myself. My chest was heaving rapidly. The man's face, however, didn't twitch a single muscle. Only a faint, dangerous, mocking glint flickered for the first time in his dark, bottomless eyes. His gaze slid slowly from my face to my neck, and down to the cheap black skirt I wore, almost as if it were touching me,burning my skin as it moved. I suddenly felt as though I had been thrown into the middle of a fire.
As silence enveloped the room like a thick fog, he began to walk toward me with slow, calculated steps,circling the desk. With every step, I felt that intense, feral pressure settling over me, penetrating my very bones. He stopped when there was only one step of distance left between us. He was so tall that I had to crane my neck all the way back to meet his eyes. The scent of his expensive cologne—sea salt, dark forests,absolute danger, and pure power. Feeling dizzy, I wanted to take a step back for a second, but my legs felt paralyzed.
"You think you're good enough, do you, Lily?" he asked. He rolled my name off his tongue with such a venomous, seductive sweetness that it sent shivers down my spine.
"Y-yes," was all I could manage. This time, my voice was barely a whisper. All my rebellious courage had crumbled to dust in seconds under his crushing, feral aura.
"Then you can go back to that incompetent human resources department outside and tell them to go down to their own floor for their interviews," he said, leaning his face slightly, menacingly toward mine. His breath brushed against my lips. "Because this is the top floor of the building, the executive board level. And by barging into my office uninvited and screaming at me behind my desk... you have just made the biggest mistake of your life."
The blood instantly drained from my brain. I felt gastric acid climbing up my throat. The top floor? But the elevator... In the crush of the crowd, in that last-minute chaos, had I pressed the wrong button? My eyes darted in panic, sweeping the sheer size of the room, the colossal mahogany desk, and the heavy nameplate engraved with silver letters resting on it.
Julian Sterling. Chief Executive Officer.
No. He wasn't the HR director. He... He was the most dangerous man I had ever seen in my life, a thousand times more intimidating than he appeared in magazines, the wealthiest and most unreachable man in the country. And I had just stormed into his private office and screamed at him, calling him an incompetent,arrogant fool.
"I..." I stammered, stumbling backward in sheer panic. My heart felt like it was going to burst out of my chest."I... I am so, so sorry. In the elevator... By mistake..."
"There is no such thing as a mistake in my world," he cut me off with a harsh, uncompromising voice. The bottomless darkness in his eyes was now locked onto my misery, my desperation. It was as if he could slice open and read the darkest, poorest, most hopeless corners of my soul with a single glance, like a surgeon's scalpel. "You haven't been able to find a job for months. You desperately need money. You are so backed into a corner that you had the audacity to show up at my door and challenge the owner of the company. Misery makes a person bold."
"That... That is none of your business," I said defensively. I dug my nails into my palms to stop the tears from welling up. "I apologize again. I'm leaving."
"Wait." His voice cracked like a whip in the air. Every cell in my body obeyed the command, rooting me to the spot. Julian Sterling slipped his hands back into the pockets of his immaculate suit and continued to study me the way a panther studies its prey. The few seconds under his gaze felt like centuries had passed. "You would be utterly useless to me as an ordinary employee in the marketing department, Lily. That place is for the dressed-up, obedient, boring assistants outside."
I tried to swallow, but my throat was bone dry. "Then there is no problem here. Good day to you, Mr. Sterling."
I turned around, wanting to escape through that massive walnut door, to run away from this hell and his suffocating aura. Just as my hand reached for the doorknob, his deep, dark, dangerous voice filled the entire room, permanently altering the course of my destiny in a way I could never, ever undo.
"But..." His voice was lower now, a whispery poison seeping into my mind. "I do need someone for an entirely different, highly exclusive, and strictly regulated secret position. Someone who is absolutely desperate,stubborn, but forced to obey, and... someone who will never be able to say no to the astronomical amount of money I'm going to offer."
I felt him slowly approaching from behind. The heat radiating from his body, that wave of pure power, scorched my back. His breath was almost grazing my neck.
"And I believe... I have just found the exact desperate candidate I've been looking for."
I froze. The heavy air in the room suddenly turned to ice. The dark, dangerous implication in his words echoed in my brain. When I slowly turned around, we were face to face. The distance between us had completely melted away.
"What... what do you mean?" I whispered, getting pulled into the dark abyss of his eyes.
The corner of his mouth curled up slightly, in a way that was both terrifying and utterly seductive. His eyes dropped to my stomach, then locked back onto my gaze.
"You are going to give me an heir, Lily. Just you, me, and a contract impossible to breach. In return... you will never, ever see the face of that misery you despise so much again."
In that moment, I felt the entire world stop spinning, time grinding to an absolute halt.
This wasn't a job interview. This was a dark, immoral, dangerous, and completely irreversible agreement laid on the table, designed for me to sell my soul to the devil and imprison my body within the clauses of a contract.