Be My Guy

Chapter 3

Mason

When Em told me that the guy who helped Jay was Lukas. My Lukas my best friend Lukas and I really missed him. I was so excited to go meet him but Em suggested I go in the morning which I did, as soon as the sun was up I ran over to the Inn Em had mentioned. I was so happy to see my best friend and decided that he would be staying with me. When I asked a few questions I saw sadness and hurt in his eyes, he did not want to speak about so I decided not to ask anymore. For some reason I was feeling angry that someone hurt him, what if the family that had adopted him was like his Uncle Jack, then the words that left his mouth made me freeze in my place "I am Gay Mason". I kind of freaked and stepped back I saw hurt flash in his eyes "Oh God what am I doing, he is my best friend" I said to myself. "So I don't think it will make a big difference, I mean as long as you don't fall for me I am good, as in .. uhh.. I mean as long as we remain as friends it should be fine" I said and saw him nod his head. "Yeah I understand and anyway you are not my type" he said and I let out a breathe I did not know I was holding.

After he settled in we decided to relax as I had a day off. Lukas suddenly started speaking, "Listen Mason I just want you to know that I will not date anyone in this town because I don't want to cause any trouble for you". I was feeling bad because he must have thought that things would get awkward or something. "Cool" I replied "but if you do want to bring someone home just let me know so I want walk in on something I should not be seeing" I said and he smiled. We spoke about how we were as kids and all the crazy things we did and he told me about how life was in the city. We had a few beers, it was getting really hot so we decided to get rid of our tee and when he flexed to remove his clothes my eyes caught sight of the tattoo. It was a dragon that was climbing out of the heart. He did not notice me staring and thank the stars for that, I mean what the hell is wrong with me I never stare at men.

"Nice tattoo, what does it mean?" I asked. "The heart is usually the soft part of your body, which represents what people think about me since I am gay, the dragon on the other hand is aggressive, likes it hard way just like me. I like it rough and hard" he said and I felt my c**k grow .. what the hell is that? I was freaking out so I decided it was time to go back in. We walked in while I tried to hide my hard on. I invited a few friends over we ordered pizza's and burgers, it was fun but for some reason my eyes kept roaming Lukas's body. Am I gay? I ask myself.. no it's not possible I mean I love women right? I sleep with them all the time... Stop thinking nonsense I am not Gay... I argue with myself. 

After we downed a couple of drinks our friends we should do a sleepover as tomorrow was my off. We spread a couple of blankets on the ground and chatted for a while before falling off to sleep. I must have slept for an hour before waking up to use the washroom. I notice Lukas was not in the room, I walked to his bedroom to find him but he was not there. I walked over to the kitchen and I saw him sitting there with his hands covering his face. "Hey could not sleep" I ask and immediately rubs his face, I notice his eyes were red ... he's been crying but why? I wonder. "What happened" I asked and notice panic take over his face. "Nothing" he said " I am just too tired I think I will go to my room" he said and walked up silently. "I don't know why but I followed him and pushed open the door without knocking. I froze when I saw he was naked, he quickly wrapped the bedsheet over him "What are doing?" he asked when I realised that I was staring at his body, "s**t, sorry man" I said and quickly closed the door. I waited for a few seconds and he opened the door "Need something" he asked. "Well actually I just wanted to make sure you were alright" I said and he smiled, "I'm good, go to sleep now, you need to rest". I nodded and rushed to my room. I stripped to my boxers and jumped in my bed. 

I was fast asleep when I felt someone crawl into my bed. "I need you Mason" the voice said, I could not see who it was as it was very dark but it sounded like Lukas. "Lukas" I whispered and he held my hand taking me into the darkness, suddenly I was alone and I saw a small light I walked towards it and I saw Lukas standing in front of me naked. "I need you Mason" he said again and I found myself walking towards him. I put my palm on his chest and his skin felt so soft, so good, I slowly moved my hand towards his abs and felt all the curves, my hands started moving down towards his V when I woke up with a start. I was on my bed and that was a dream which felt so real, I realised I had a painful bulge in my pants and I needed to get rid of it. I started pumping myself thinking of what I was doing with Lukas in my dream, I cam undone pretty quickly and clean't myself. s**t how could I get myself off thinking of my best friend.