It's been five years. Five years since we broke up and the last time I saw him. And yet I still can't get him out of my head. He returns to my thoughts and my dreams, completely uninvited and unwelcome. Even though I'm assigned now and I should think of my friend, not him. But he was the first. The first one that has captivated my heart and body and I still can't seem to forget somewhere inside. But I can pretend. Everything is fine because he moved out and we don't see each other anymore. My life goes on and I am happy. Happy. OLLIE F**king five years. Five years of suffering, loneliness and anger. I never wanted to break up with her. I should never have let her go. She took everything from me and I could never breathe fully after she left. There were others, but none like her. But I could still pretend that my life was not such hell. But now ... now I'm going back to the city where it all started. I'm going back to take what's mine. Because she always belonged only to me

If these three months pass and I don't shed a single tear because of you, Chris... you will apologize to me and my family at the door of our home in my city, on both knees in our neighborhood! His eyes narrowed and shone intensely, and only seconds later, as I was still leaning on the door, he stood right in front of me and raised my chin with his left hand. He forced me to stare at him and said coldly, I apologize to you."?? you?! I have heard many jokes in my life, but a funny joke like this... I have never heard of it. This was what our agreement stipulated before I threw myself into his world, but events took another turn that I did not expect. Who are you!! Which one of them would you be? What is the nature of your colorful world?! Rather, the most important... What is my fault in all this intertwining, and where does fate take me?