As the pastor finished his sermon, we walked towards the graveyard, as I saw the casket being lowered down, six feet deep and summoned by the pastor" from dust you came, from dust you shall return", just when they were about to cover the top with soil, I jumped right inside wanting to be buried alive with my love was all I wanted but no one understood, in fact, they took me for a crazy fellow and locked me away as they buried my love. Surely, I don't know if I will ever forgive Adasa for abandoning us. In the first few months after the burial, I had spent most of my time drinking alcohol and sleeping on Adasa's graveyard like every day, from night until morning, I was wallowing in my own world, no one could understand me, dressed in rags, smelling funny, I had abandoned my daughter with her grandparents since day one of the burial. It's as if the more I saw her she reminded me of her mum.