Ashe is a 16 years old girl and life has reached its bottom and nothing seems so get better, despite the passage of time. When Ashe's mother, Grace, passed away, right in front of her, from a seizure, everything fell apart. Her depression only got worse, while she also got diagnosed with ptsd, anxiety and stress. But the two things she always tried to hide was her self-harm and eating disorder she gained. But then... When everything seems like the worst ever, she meets him. The new guy in the school... Jess. The person who ends up changing more than she could ever have imagined. Sneak peek: [ His warmth against my body, his weight against mine. My nervous gaze meets his, the heat strikes me. His black sparkling eyes, which always look so friendly stares at me. His smile, so soft and as friendly as his eyes. Our nose tip against each other, and his nose is cool but soft. And then it happens. I feel his I feel his soft plump lips against mine, and it's amazing. Without any Without any resistance, I answer him. ] ⚠️ Sorry for grammer mistakes, I'm not that used to write book in English ⚠️