“Jamie … listen to me, it’s all a lie, I didn’t tell you about the rape because I wanted to forget it, all the experience… they flushed the semen away .. not my womb.. please listen” I begged, trying to touch his arm but my twin sister struck me with a hard slap on my left chin. I staggered back and waited for my husband to say something but all he did was laugh mockingly at me and push me out of the main exit door, into the cold rain. “Get out slut! You are of no use to me, you have been in this marriage for the past three years and not one child From You! … your sister is carrying my child and I will marry her!” He snarled the hurtful words at me. We both stood in the heavy and cold rain, his eyes boring into me, he was heaving loudly and I felt the hurt in his voice but he hurt me the most, by trusting the words of my twin sister over mine. For three good years, my twin sister; Carla, and mother had made sure to penetrate my marriage. Carla started as a secretary to my husband without my knowledge and before I knew it she had spoiled my image by telling various lies about me to infuriate him. My mother was there to support all her claims against me and my Husband believed them all. My best friend; Ryan, and father, who's now a divorce; divorced my mother. Advised me to leave the toxic marriage but I ignored them to fight for my man. “I will leave but when I go… don’t ever come after me! I wish you the best!” I shoved my declaration back at him.