"Some nights, all I can do is lie here, just hoping to fall asleep before I completely break. I can't shake you from my thoughts. It feels like your love was the only real thing in my whole life. Losing you? It was the absolute worst. I've gotten used to it, I guess, but every morning I wake up and it all comes crashing back-what we had, what we lost. This heartbreak... I know it's just life, another disappointment. But I really thought you were my soulmate. Guess you were just another lesson, right? I can't even face the world right now. I thought we had this amazing story, but I was so wrong. I'm trying to accept what happened, but I need more time to really move on, to leave 'us' behind. You hurt me in ways I never saw coming, ways I didn't deserve. But, I guess, thanks to you, I'm finally starting to understand how important it is to love myself, to grow. I think I'm becoming a better person, a better friend. And I hope, someday, I'll find real love again. I feel so shattered, so broken. I gave love a chance, just once, and it ended like this. I'm scared, so sad, because I don't know if I'll ever get over this pain. I want to move on, try new things, but I can't imagine being with you or without you. And I don't think I'll ever love anyone the way I loved you. It's crazy how living without you can make me feel like I've lost everything that ever made me happy. That's exactly how I feel right now. Just...heartbroken."