"I'm sorry Natasha ." he tells me . "Are you sorry Christian or are you saying it for the sake of saying it ?" never in these twelve months had I called him Christian . "YOU KNOW WHAT ? JUST LEAVE BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT THEY ALL DO ! THEY LEAVE !" He shouted with anger . When he told me to leave I looked back at him with teary eyes , he couldn't even look up at me . "just leave ." he told me . And that's what I did . I left . The worst part of it all is that he didn't stop me .