Some people listen to their conscious. For the past year, I've been listening to my best friend. After they passed away during spring break of our senior year of high school, I was expected to be the sad loner. The kid with the free pass to not even show up. however, I had Sam here with me. I knew I had to pretend he wasn't, only crazy people talk with their dead best friend but let's be real he has really good dating advise and I'm desperate. How can I not be, I'm the sad lonely girl.