They say your first love doesn't have to be the first person you kiss or the first person you have sex with. But it be the one the last person that invades your mind before sleeping. I had that person. still do. His name's Zayn Riviera. He was the second guy i considered a friend before he convinced me that we could be more than just friends. I fell for him the year before our last year of high school. He was the first to have sex with me and the first guy i loved with all my being He was also the first guy to break not only my heart but also the trust i had in myself to be capable to love someone back the way they need to be loved. I'm Olivia Wilde and this is my story.