"How can you even look at me right now, I hate myself so much I feel like I'm drowning and I don't even want to be saved ..... I breathe wrong, I eat wrong.. I exist wrong..I just want to disappear..... I don't even like me so why do you "He didn't say anything, He just kissed up my scarred body—every scar, every bruise he could reach—and locked his eyes with mine in the mirror."Let me tell you something, Love. Even if you hate yourself, I'll love you enough for both of us."He lifts my face with his middle and forefinger "So beautiful"~~~~There’s nothing wrong with wanting the things we want.I never asked to be married to a sixty-five-year-old man.I never planned to fall into the arms of his son.And I never meant to fall in love with him.But in a life that feels broken beyond repair, he’s the only thing that feels right