I was in college when I met him “a man that every girl dream of…” and we begin to have something with each other kaya i can say na i am blessed. Just by looking with his eyes nararamdaman ko na mahal niya ako. I am in a point that I really believe in the word "us" but that’s the time when he left me without a word. He left me na kasama ang ibang babae. The girl which is a close to him, I guess. Yaan kasi ang naririnig ko sa usap usapan ng mga classmate ko at ibang student na nakakakilala sa kanila. I am deeply inlove with him but that’s not enough to hold the feelings if he doesn’t love me. Lalo na kapag naririnig ko ang mga kaibigan nila na nag-uusap na sila talaga dati pa. I dont want to believe pero pareparehas sila ng sinansabi. I want to ignore them but it’s hard for me. I want to let go the feelings. My mind says I need to let go but my heart still hoping that I am the one for him and he truly love me. Maybe there’s an explanation that can make those things clear. But time flies so fast and I can’t find anything that clears it that really matters in my mind. So I need to move on and let someone who can love me. But when I finally decided to move forward and accept someone, he hold me back to his arms and telling me that I am belong to him. For Pete sake, how it is possible when he is the one who just vanished without a word with someone. Is it my fault? Why he makes me feel that I am at fault when I try to avoid him and make distant to him. How he can manage to be calm and just pretend that he made nothing wrong a years ago. So what now? Will I believe him and be with him or I will just let go of my feelings and be with someone else that gives me attention and love. I am so confused. Do i still love him that much. Yes!? Maybe I can try... try what? Try to let go or try to love someone else. I am in a dilemma but i know deep in my heart I love him. But i don't want to feel the same pain when he left me without a word just to be with other girl.

Please Ace.. Let me explain. Mag-usap tayo please. I look into his eyes with a begging teary eyes. I doubt i can't grant your request. She's here. Then he stare but i notice na hindi pala ako ang tinitignan niya. I look back and follow his stare and i saw a fine lady walking towards us with a sweet smile in her face. I hastily wipe my tears with my hand para di niya makita that i am crying. Hi Ace she said. She was at my back in an instant. Ace walk passing me by and i follow him just to see that he hug the lady and give her a kiss in cheek after. Shall we go. The lady ask and she hug Ace tightly. At inakbayan naman siya ni Ace. Yeah sweetheart. Ace replied. Mom and Dad are waiting and i know that they are very excited to see you. Umalis ako agad para di ko na marinig ang conversation ni Ace at ng babae niya. He cheated on me. She have a girl even kahit kami pa. Pero naging kami nga ba? How dare him to do this to me. Kaya pala he didn't let me to explain. I walk fast as i could and grab a taxi. Sakto naman at may taxi agad na huminto sa harap ng building at nakasakay ako agad. Pag sakay ko sa taxi my tears started to drop uncontrollably. Sa tingin ko ginawa ko na lahat. I beg but still he did not gave me a chance to explain. I will not do it again. Not anymore Ace.