He makes me feel worthless. He makes me feel like a slut. He makes me feel that my best friend is better than I am. He makes me feel that I do not exist in his life. I badly want him, but how can I have him if he loves my best friend? I've been chasing him for almost a year, but he doesn't like me because he says that I'm a slut, I'm disgusting, and most of all, I'm not like Kylie. I'm Sahara Nichole Villanueva, the girl who messed up in his life.