My MistakeUpdated at Nov 3, 2021, 06:57
Sitting alone on a rock by the sea shore the wind flatters the water in excitement, as the water will hit the rocks, it splashes me some drops then I looked up at the flying birds and smiled. The excitement by the shore almost took away my worries but they were still kept in Bay as the flash won't leave my head, suddenly tears roll down my eyes. I tried to hide it with more smiles wiping my eyes with my gown, then I looked further only to get myself wrapped up in a discombobulated situation.
The hallucination of him held me close kissing my neck embracing me firmly, I'm with you all day he whispered into my ear. As I hugged him more I cried aloud, no one could understand my pain they just see me smiling, laughing and crying. Then I looked beyond the sea.
Honey I'm off today let's go for a picnic, I jumped off my bed running towards him as fast as I could hugging and kissing him all over, he just held me by the waist letting his tongue find it's way into my mouth. It's just two weeks after our wedding but I'm overwhelmed with joy within me because I finally found my half.
Jason would flatter me with words, tell me stories and will put in his best to always see me happy.
The atmosphere smiled at me always,I tried to step on the zebra cross in excitement not looking at the traffic lights, As I was about to burst into a car, he held me by my waist turning me at 360°; I could feel and hear his heart beat and also felt how scared he was, then he yelled at me "mind how you cross and always concentrate please".
At first, I was perfidious and used to think he overreacted over things that happened but not this time . I was done from office heading home then I saw him from distance, I was very happy to see him but then he disappeared into the crowd. I muster up courage and said to myself it was only an illusion moreover his office isn't close, maybe because I missed him so much. I step foot on a zebra cross again almost got hit by a car then a hand swinged around me but got hit by the car and then another car and then another car. Before I could rush there, the person was crowded. Then I move slowly into the crowd but was shocked to see who was lying on the ground " it was my Jason" lying helplessly on the ground As I rush to him, the ambulance came to pack him. Then suddenly, I heard a man saying he's still breathing. you must take me along with him before he could say a word I hopped into the bus.
I watched my Jason being rushed into the OR, after a while I saw surgeons walking out of the room. How is he I won't let them move a step as I bombard them with multitudinous questions about my husband's well being. I can't really say, but we tried our best to get him out of danger but he is in coma right now. when will he get out of coma? That, I can't say only God knows. I ran out of the hospital only to meet myself by the sea shore.
His hallucination brings smile to my face but as the flash of his accident hits me, I can't help but cry because I brought this upon him. If only I had listen and not selfish about my decisions and not thinking he overreacts and too insecured this won't have happened.