A big city with big plans was always on the move. Eli with bigger plans himself had just move to the fast paced city, New York. He was an aspiring artist with awards filling his wall. However, Eli faces struggles through his journey that could possibly end his career. Being a third year in college, he's got enough on his plate. But also living in a place where it was deemed horrible to be anything other than straight was also a huge obstacle seeing his interest in boys. Follow Eli on his journey and career to see his success or his downfall. Only choice and time could tell this story!

Book One Axel Jones lived a solitary life. He has a job, he even has a crazy roommate who doesn't know what a dishwasher is. At twenty two, he thinks he had his life figured out. Going to a new college after his incident makes him hope that there's something better out there. Axel has always been a timid and introverted boy, by hoping this new college is better he can open up and find a new life to live rather than the cold, dark, and pain filled life he had been living in. Maybe now he can make up for the time he's lost. Join Axel Jones in this chilling ride to his discovery of a good time. Walk with him as he trails this new path of a unforgiving roller coaster. See you there. Bxb bdsm gxg *warning of self harm, graphic scenes, and trigger points* please read at your own risk.

TW: MENTIONS OF CHILD ABUSE//ABUSE//MENTAL ILLNESS//SELFHARM// MENTAL EMOTIONAL ABUSE// Read at your own risk. Sensual Temperamental Insight Mission "We are a down low operation working with STIM. we adopt and house children off the streets and program with the Stimulator chip. They have no outside skills nor have they ever been apart of society. We are experimenting and working with natural instincts and we found that sex is a very big instinct besides the will to live. Once the children are 18 they are placed within a special program. The STIM check, and then places for auction. We have decided to take control over the body and one of its primary instincts- Sexual arousal. Wouldn't it be fun to ply with someone's body from afar? Make them do as you say? Have control over them in the worst and best way?" I sighed. "Id like to think so, thank you for coming today. We will see you at the STIM check in's."