In a darkened room, Ririna battles the weight of grief and an overwhelming sense of aimlessness. Haunted by her past and the turmoil it left behind, she struggles to navigate a life filled with unfulfilled dreams and deep sorrow. Her well-meaning family tries to pull her from the depths of her despair, but Ririna knows their understanding only scratches the surface of her pain. One day, a small girl unexpectedly brightens her mood, reminding Ririna of the warmth and joy that still exist in the world. Yet, as she wrestles with her internal struggles, she grapples with feelings of frustration and numbness, feeling trapped in a cycle of pain. Reflecting on her chaotic journey, Ririna realizes that the source of her turmoil was a toxic relationship that drained her spirit. With newfound clarity, she acknowledges the role of faith in her healing process, believing that every hardship is a stepping stone toward growth. As she takes small steps toward reclaiming her life, she recognizes that healing is a personal journey, one that requires patience and self-compassion. As Ririna prepares for a yoga class with her mother, she contemplates the complexity of change and the importance of embracing new beginnings. With a flicker of hope igniting within her, Ririna resolves to confront her past and face the future, determined to rise above her challenges and find her own path to happiness.

Him: "That was mutual breakup." Her: "why wasn't I informed about it being the party concerned?" she turns her head giggles! Her:" Some people go and come as they please, humph." He sighs. Him:"I agree I was wrong then my love. Don't be angry." She hugs him! It was still fresh in her mind everything but the person was gone leaving only and only memories. Tears rolled down her eyes. Why some questions don't have answers? " Amaryllis wake up! It's a nightmare. I am beside you." Adrien exclaims. Amaryllis wakes up and looks at Adrien. This is her man. The man she loves and the man in her nightmare was nobody. She hugs him. This is her present. She was not betraying her love. She was crying because the painful memory still part of her memory. She loved Adrien very much. He knew about her past and he was her strongest will to live after her betrayal. It was his trust and his love that gave Amaryllis the hope to persevere. The only person who could pull her out of the darkness was him. And She just wanted the unwanted and irrelevant past of her to be locked away. With time and love she gets less nightmares and is happy about present. This is a story about a girl Amaryllis who experiences various situations; love,betrayal,scheming , despair, depression, longing and finally realizes what is life. A journey which helped her mold her character, changed her views and beliefs as well as the perspective of life. To fall in love and to be betrayed twice by the same man.