As I sit cross legged on my grandmother's living room couch watching as my three sons sleep peaceful tears fall down my face. Where did it all go wrong? I think to myself, it's hard to know if it was ever even right if I am being honest with myself 30 years old, no job, no husband, and three boys to raise apparently on my own because their father cannot be counted on I just feel lost and alone in this life. My mother warned me too many times that it would end this way but did I listen? No my know it all teenage self thought she had it all figured out thought this was going to end with a white picket fence and a family and now it's ending with me filing for divorce because my so called husband of 8 years just admitted to my face that he basically had been cheating on me this entire time pretty much with anything that could breathe, go figure. When I think back there were so many red flags, so many moments that I should have left him but I either bought into his crap excuses or accepted half assed apologies with no changed behavior. I guess I could chalk it up to being young and dumb but I spent half my life I continued to stay with him. I believed him and trusted him and at some point I chose to ignore those red flags and believe the lies to be blind to what I didn't want to see I wanted a family so badly, divorce couldn't be in my future not when two people love each other so much unfortunately it was just me loving him so much because if roles were reversed I doubt he would have given me a second chance let alone a million and one. I guess to really understand the story you have to go back to the beginning and the beginning was a long time ago.

Aiyana Spade has spent her life being taught that the creatures humans read about in fairytales are real and some are in fact dangerous but she knows life is no fairytale. With her mom and dad having been murdered in a rogue attack 8 years ago life in the Twin Moons pack is lonely. She doesn\'t have a lot of friends a couple good ones mostly she is an outcast orphaned. Aiyana has always been a bit of a loner no one really seems to notice her and if they do its to make fun of her seeing as she\'s not as pretty as most of the other she-wolves of the pack, her biggest torturer being the future alpha of the pack. Most of us have all grow up together and known each other forever, Chase Green the future alpha has always been popular and never noticed Aiyana in the slightest unless he needs some one to push around until one day he wont leave her alone. Aiyana has spent the last year awaiting her 18th birthday when she can finally meet her wolf and a way out of this hell hole pack too bad fate has other plans for her as well as chase... Who will her mate be?