This story is about an unexpected,surprise events in the past,present and future. Faith and trust shall be tested through danger,strangers,new people you meet. Will you trust the new persons you meet ? Or you will trust your fellow filipino? Or you will trust yourself?. A situation you know you cant run ,hide or escape. Where a person doesnt know where to go and no one else can find a help. Stolen life, work,family, name and even a persons present and future. Will a person can survive, or just let it fall into pieces,broken and died.

Does real life becomes your dream or your nightmare? I want to run up to end but where,where is the beginning. I am now at Silay International Airport, happy and excited to be back home and meet my family again after working as a maid or an ofw in middle east specifically in Oman. Seeing my mom and my aunt Fely at airport i am happy to see them both but im not that happy. Seeing there smile and my moms tears of joy is not enough for me to be happy enough to enjoy to be back. Inside my aunts car, she said you become more whiter and i just smile. She told me not to change my clothes, where going to my cousins wedding Ricajane Bermeo. Wearing a darkblue slack with a darkblue long sleeve blouse. Im not out of place but i gain attention because im the only different. My cousin keeps on calling my name for 3 times, i stand and come in front to join all the girls for a game. The one that could not catch the brides flower, will be the one that is chosen to received the flower. I wasn't lucky to get the flower but i was happy not to catch the flower. Were back home, in the morning i gave my aunt Fely a 5,000 cash payment for my plane ticket and another 5,000 for a gift aside more chocolate, clothes,blanket and a set of bags of Loui Vuitton. I am expecting a 2 large package i send before my flight back to Philippines. When my brother arrive to visit me, i gave him a 3,000 cash aside frim his transportation also with more gifts for his wife and children. My family are all happy with everything i bought for them. I am preparing and completing all the documents of my sister needs for the house i bought for them that includes my SPA or my special power of attorney for my sisters name. Everyday i am thinking new menu that i want to prepare and cook for my family. I want them to taste those food i tried to eat in other country. One day, i made a filipino pandesal, i know exactly what to do, ingredients and the process of making pandesal. I remember while i was watching my uncle making a pandesal for our business before i went to middle east. I did make and cook. Then when i saw the bread it looks like a cookie not a pandesal. I was thinking of all that i did, i cant identify of where i went wrong or made a mistake. I know i did not made any mistake. I was having a headache thinking of that until i just told myself, forget it. One morning, i cook a bakareta. I prepared all the ingredients, my cousin called me and ask what im cooking. He said, it smells good and makes him hungry. One night, my sister told me about everything that happened while i was away. She is happy to tell me how big i have help financially. She is happy telling me that i have help to our brother. I was looking at the sunset while I started to open up about my experience in Oman I was about ask a support for me stay in Philippines and not to work again in other countries. Looking at her smile and seeing her happy is enough for me to stop of telling her about my life, my story, it wasnt ready yet to be open. The most important is they are happy without knowing of everything, not knowing of everything is good to begin a new life, moving forward is not that hard to start again. New work, new country, new environment , new employer, new life and new start to forget the bad memories. My story is not yet ready to be read by everyone and everyone are not ready to read my story. The second new beginning of my life is about to start, the day comes my journey going to Malaysia. During the day i arrive at the accomodation of Innovedge Agency with other girls applied as a maid the same like me. We were told to have a rest first for a day. Then on the second day we were told to have our medical. On the next day we were told to go to the office of Innovedge Agency. David Tan husband of Christie Cheong is the one that gave an orientation about our work and relationship between employer and employee. Next day, afternoon time, another day to meet our boss at the agency and another reminder for our work. Everyone were told that they can made a call for there family. When the day i went at the office. I know im ready for my work to start but the day i step my foot at the office Cheryl Robinos is one of the agent. She is a lesbian,i was looking at her, curious on how and why she is a lesbian. She looks beautiful if she becomes a real lady. She is looking at me at the same time,she looks very happy to see me right there. I dont know what to feel exactly ,to be happy or not. Her smile is different, it has a meaning that cant said through words with they she look at me. I felt not happy but i was feeling like want to vomit. I know exactly what her smile means, and its scares to entertain even in my mind. I dont want to give any malicious meaning to her smile but her smile shows everything even i dont want to think about it,its keeps in mind going back to remember again. It is a time to have another orientation from the owner and husband of Christie Cheong. We were giv