As my car approaches the massive building of my apartment, I suddenly feel a little bit nervous. I don't know why I felt that way, it's a little bit strange for me. I've never been nervous since, "OH CRAP!" i mutter to myself. don't you dare think about that shit Ara. you already moved on so stop that nonsense. 'f**k' I cursed mentally. 'focus Ara, stop thinking that bastard' I told to myself. I Immediately park my car when I spotted a parking space for my car. I turned off my car's engine, get my bag and swing it to my shoulder and stepped out to my car. "good evening ma'am" the security guard of the building greeted me the moment he saw me. I smile widely and greeted back at him "good evening too. Danny" I walk past through him. i've been extra exhausted today because of my work, my butt cheek felt a little bit sore from all the paperwork I had earlier that I had to sit on my swivel chair the entire day. I walk as fast as I can to the elevator. the soft mattress on my bed were all in my mind right now that I just ignored all the stares of the people around me. I am very excited to take off my heels and have take a shower with a both bomb in my bath tub. I am way more excited to reach my unit, that I keep thumping my heels on the marble floor of the building as I waited to the elevator to open. after what it feels like forever, 'Diiinggg' I heard the sound of the elevator. telling me to move my ass from where I was standing and I hurriedly get inside. but before I could step my left foot inside, my whole body became stiff from what I saw. this is the moment in life that I just want to disappear. I guess, LUCK is not on my side today. the man that I despised the most are in front of me. He was finely leaning on the elevator while his right hand is holding his phone seriously talking to someone and on his left hand he was holding a very beautiful red roses. when he noticed that someone has entered the elevator, he slowly look up and stared at me. Maybe he was shocked as I am, I can tell the way he looked into my eyes. he stared at me for a minute from my head to my toes. I felt so embarrassed and conscious about how I look right now. 'My God Ara, why your worrying about how you look? does it still matter?you're not his girlfriend anymore so stop that insecurities your feeling because his no longer your boyfriend and you do not care anymore on whatever he says on how you dress or how the way you look in front of him or in front of EVERY SINGLE PEOPLE IN THE UNIVERSE IN GENERAL it doesn't matter anymore' I thought to my self. I am wearing a brown leather dress that is just above my knee. it has a slit in my right leg, showing a little bit of my flawless leg THAT HE USED TO LOVE. hahaha I laugh mentally. When I recover from the shocked, I immediately roll my eyes and get inside to the elevator. I confidently walk opposite to where he was, realizing that I look good on what I am wearing. I had to show him that I'm all over him, I'm done with him. it's been 2 year's since I last saw him. I can't believe his here now. My heart is beating so loudly that it might come out from my ribcage. "yeah, I'm almost there" I heard him, talking to someone on his phone. he straighten his body and stands straight while looking on his ROLEX WATCH, probably checking the time. we were standing opposite to each other in here. and I feel uncomfortable knowing that we were alone in this f*****g elavator. "Bye, love you" he said and put his phone on his pocket. 'Oh, he had a girlfriend?' I thought to my inner self. of course he has GIRLFRIEND'S not just GIRLFRIEND. shit!! what am I thinking, I sound like a JEALOUS GIRLFRIEND right now. what the f**k! Ara, you're not his girlfriend anymore so stop acting possessive towards him. he can do whatever he wants in his life. I look up to check what floor we currently are, i saw 5, we're still at the 5fth floor. I closed my eyes and pray silently "please hurry up". "how are you" he asked suddenly, not looking to my direction. the NERVE of this guy, he still has the GUT'S to asked me that question. I just ignored him, as if I didn't heard anything. when I did not reply to his question. I can see from my peripheral vision that he slowly moved from where he was standing and slowly step forward towards my direction. "Ara" he sound authoritative. he tried to touch my hand but before he can do that. I face him and I look at him on the eye and said " Do I know you?" he was surely shocked when I said those words to him. he did not expect it, but I don't care anymore. I won't be the same naive girl that he once knew. I've changed 2 year's ago. HE CHANGED ME! I am way more stronger and better now than who i was before, and it's all because of him. ROB SCHNEIDER. My EX-LOVER.

I may be the total opposite of what my parents want me to be but god knows how much I tried to be the perfect, obedient child for them. I really tried my hardest to be the daughter they wanted me to be, but I'm only human, I make mistakes. My parents are my life. they are my everything. I'm happy when they are happy. I'm sad whe they are sad. they are my weakness and also my source of strength. I owe my precious life they gave me, and I thank god every second of every day for blessing me with kind, loving, and caring parents. I couldn't ask for more. but it all change drastically when I got pregnant right after I graduated from high school. They despise me! They hate me so much that they disowned me. flashback: "mom, dad I'm so so sorry" I said while sobbing. my father were fuming mad that he slapped me "you are a disgrace to this family Viely, after I gave you everything you want, this is what you're going to repay us?" my father told me. mom was on his side trying to calm him down but dad is so furious right now that no one can stop him from what are he trying to do to me on this instance. after dad said those words to me, he went to my room and after a few minutes he was throwing all my things everywhere. mom and I hurriedly got upstairs "Remy, what are you doing?" mom asked dad "starting today, you will no longer my daughter" he said, pointing his index fingers on me. "please dad, don't do this to me dad, please" I was trying to held my dad's hand but he ignored me. I was crying in front of my parents, begging them to not disowned me. " get out! I don't want to see your face again!" he shouted at me. My tears were falling nonstop. I slowly get up and started to pick up my things that are everywhere on the floor, I put them on my suitcase and I leave the house after im done putting them on my luggage. I was outside my house and decided to call my friend for help. she's the only one that I think would help me in this kind of situation I am facing right now. I dialed her number, after a few seconds she answered her phone "Hello, Zynina Gail Simmons" she said happily. hearing her cheerful voice makes me smile. we're best friends since grades school she's so cheerful end of flashback: Reminiscing my past three years ago was still so painful. after I was kicked out from the house by my parents I still managed to find a job as a waitress at the restaurant but when they found out that I was pregnant they fired me I Don't know what to do at that moment in my life I couldn't think straight Despite the conflict I had with my parents