I, Christine Manchello, have many dark secrets for you dear reader. And before you know it, I'll have you on your toes and your head spinning, that you'll be questioning yourself, "is she for real?" Yes. Whatever you read in my story is real and as much as I hate it, this is how I went from a butterfly to a grim reaper in mere minutes. Why am I telling you this? The burden is too much for me to bear. I don't want to keep any more secrets. I want to reform. And in telling you my story, it gives me a chance to live, maybe for real this time.