THE ENIGMA, the thoughts of someone trapped between life and afterlife. A peek into the abyss and heavens. The true definition of the earth is is found in its confusion, its ENIGMA. So step into the world were there are no angels nor demons, the world that I and many have been lucky and unlucky enough to see.

There is that bitter sweet taste to everything in love there is hunger, want and greed there is also joy, pleasure and happiness. In success there are accomplishments and praise but there is still the burden of great responsibilities and adversities. This is the true definition of torture, and this is what all who are thrown into the abyss crave. This kind of addiction is quite different from the others but there is still the feeling of short joy and intense pleasure just like the state of orgasm of a young addicted masturbator. There is also the sharp disgust and guilt to the habit the kind of guilt that gives you instant chest pains and poor breathing the kind of disgust that makes you lose your appetite and makes you nauseated. The kind of pain that makes you want to severe your own flesh even more. This was the state of most of us thrown into this distortion. Torture the true foundation of life. Self torture the sprout of true enlightenment. Someone’s poison, is another’s joy. My death is your growth. Another second added to my life, another life taken for it My actions noble as I may see them, is sin in another person’s life. This the Enigma. The place of all confusion and joy And this is the fruit i ate from the Earth.